寒いよ！

おはよ～今日は寒いですでも私は大好きです！えっと。。。今日は１０月１日２０１２年！秋だ！やあああ～楽しみに！ちょっと。。。私の日本語。。。でもがんばってます！よろしくおねがいします！

Fuuu~ Just though I would practice writing a bit in japanese! Though I'm still not good at it, I really tried my best! Today has been a great start to October! It's nice and cold and it makes me feel good! aaaah~~ I can't wait for winter! I hope my Mom buys me a bahn minh tomorrow ;A; Sue wants one so much! Sometimes I wonder who is reading my blog, I know there are people who do. It says so when I go to my main menu thing before making a new post! haha.

I want to sleep, but... I took a lot of naps today! My mom woke me up so early so I was very cranky. NOT TO MENTION MY MOM DECIDES TO LEAVE THE DOOR OPEN AND OUR DOG RUNS OUT. First thing when I wake up, Go chase the dog. x_x

I'm excited for tomorrow, well when I wake up, my cousin is going to take me to the midnight release for the new Resident evil game! I've been dying to watch someone play it! ;A; So excited!!

I think it's the weather, but I've been feeling so relaxed once I woke up from my last nap. *__* My brother turns 20 on Thursday~ Waaaah~~ I remember when we were kids. We fought A LOT. Now we're really good and close, haha I love him♥

My most current thing I wish to buy is... Harvest Moon: A New Beginning 3D ;A; gaaah I want the pre-order anniversary cow so bad ;a; Although cows remind me of my ex x_X but the Harvest Moon cow is too bad adorable ;A; I would put it next to my precious Mameshiba! Mameshiba reminds me of my best friend from school, haha I bought her a huge one for christmas one year. It was cute~♥ I want to invite them to my birthday this year, but... Isn't it a little awkward to invite people you haven't spoken to in months? Oh dear, I do miss them a lot! Every now and then I think of the person I had a crush on for 3 1/2 years. They were amazing, but our friendship was too important to ruin so I never bothered not to mention I had a lover whom I loved a lot. Though I do miss my ex a lot, I remember my old one sided love. They were really an amazing person... No one in my life tried so hard to relate to me. Learning Morning Musume for my sake, knowing who was my favorite and always making conversation about them just for my sake. I found one of the old Valentine Carnations hearts and every time I look at it I feel at ease. They were the only person I spoiled in real life. My ex was a long distance online thing. And I guess that's all it will ever be. I have no motivation to want to visit her. I mean, Why would I want to visit the person I love when they could not care? The person who broke my heart 3 times. Enough of that, I originally was just planning on talking about my old crush. Also my friends I had back in high school. Julie, Cherry, Betty, Jacky, Katie, Sara, and many many more. They were the best. Jacky has been the best advisory buddy I could ask for. Working on English last minute together, talking about random stuff. Not to mention her watching me sleep all the time! I couldn't help but sleep in advisory, my senior year was because I kept having only 2 hours sleep because my ex slept at odd times and I wanted to be with her as long as possible. Sara, even though I just met her Senior year, she's been a great help. She was the only person who knew I had a girlfriend haha. So I talked to her a lot about us. Julie. This idiot. I love her to death! We've been friends since 7th grade! It's depressing that we're now apart ;A; she was, and will always be, my precious best friend who I did a bunch of idiotic stuff with. I'll never forget the times we were together. Working on her major AP 4 project while in study hall. aah~ I miss these guys.

I'm out~~ I'm tired of typing!

Quote of the day: "A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world. -Leo Buscaglia"

Listening to: Be Mine - Infinite