S-S--SUSHI!~

Actually the title has NOTHING to do with what I'm blogging about. So on Friday everyone should know it was the FRIDAY, Yes Black Friday. Where stores put stuff on sale. Well it just so happened that HelloStoreUSA was also having a sale. At 6 AM PST. Which is 8 AM my time~ Yes I DID wake up at 8 AM. I saw what they had, but nothing I wanted. Well extremely wanted. The ZYX-a microfiber towel was calling out to me, but meh in the end I didn't want it. I only wanted it cause it has Gaki in it LOL. That's how my black Friday was... And the fact I was playing MySims on the Wii. LOL. It's almost December, which is good and bad at the same time. Good because I love winter XD and my birthday is coming up PLUS Christmas! Bad because the graduation in coming up as well... SPEAKING of my birthday and GRADUATION. I'm still head-desking over the fact it's on the 15th of December. Yes my birthday just so happens to be on the graduation day. Sucks hardcore for me.... Now my birthday will always remind me of the day 2 out of my top 3 graduated from Morning Musume. Anyways, I can't believe that one week is over. I had a whole week off for Thanksgiving and yet it's over. I have 3 weeks until my next break, that means 3 PAKS for each class! ugh. But then again I have mixed feelings if I want the weeks to go by fast or not. The reason is obvious. But really, I need to buy the Graduation goods before HSU stops selling them, but I still need to deposit the $10 in my wallet... OH YEAH. I don't know if it's just me, but Musume-Central has been really weird today... Kind of bothersome to me! I'm actually waiting for my newest dub to upload. LOL It's at 65% with 21 minutes remaining. I really love my background XD on my laptop.

Hehe my top 4. I did realize that my top 3 are born in 1988 xD With the oldest being JunJun, then Niigaki, then Kamei. That's also my order.... haha... Meh I'll just update this post when my dub finished uploading~

UPDATED~!

Fuwa Fuwa ♥

Don't ask about the title XD For some reason the only words in my head is Fuwa Fuwa XD Anyways it's been awhile since I posted the things I last bought... So I'll do that update right now!
Let's start from a few weeks ago!



Woosh! Appare Kaiten Zushi! Limited CD~ and my two Niigaki Risa Rival Survival Pin-up posters! Appare I bought at CDJapan, while the Pin-ups I got from E-bay. :3

Then for the more recent stuff!



The last picture is my stuff only! JunGakiKame uchiwas! :3 They're REALLY big lol. Then Onna to Otoko no Lullaby Game Limited B is mine Limited C is my brothers. The 1st picture is my brother's and I's stuff combined. He went crazy and bought all the 2Ls! He's so lucky he had his birthday money! D:

I'm sure that's all... so CIAO!

Onna to Otoko nigaku!~

lol... I first accidentally wrote Niigaki instead of Nigaku, obviously Gaki-sama is on my mind XD
You know it sucks... It's been so hot recently and baking in the kitchen doesn't help. But after watching Yumiro Patissiere I've so been into baking ! Actually. I wish I had more money... I REALLY want to buy Onna to Otoko no Lullaby Game Promo poster that's signed! I particularly want JunJun's since it's her last single as a musume member... and because I love her. Man, the rival survival poster looks so sexy on my wall! ♥ I'm so happy with it! Only if I was able to get the B1 Rival Survival one... too bad HSU wasn't selling it. D: Oh, My uchiwa's are sexy too~ hehe, JunGakiKame forever. OH! The other day I was being weird. lol, like I was putting JunGakiKame in categories. first was based on looks then later based on personality. Let me explain!

For JunJun she looks like the cool and calm type. Like she just gives off an aura that will make you think, "Ahhh how cool!" someone who doesn't make a big deal over things and will slowly take little steps and not rush it. But based on personality she's more of the wild and fierce type. She wants things to get done rather quickly, but perfectly. She can go a little over board on her actions, but in a good way. Just a little more wild than anyone else would do.

For Gaki she has the wild and fierce look. Like if you look at her you think, "Woah! She's sexy~" or "hot" XD Her expressions are so fierce, but she also has the looks of a cute and adorable girl. Based on personality she's more of the cool and calm type. Like she wants to take things slowly to get it perfect or always wants to be helpful.

For Erin based on looks she is like a princess. The way she just looks makes her so elegant. Like her eyes are a nice shape, her lips are a nice form. It all looks like a princess to me. But... based on personality. It's so off! XD I love Kame like crazy because of that. She's a bit airheaded and doesn't think things through sometimes. She tries to brighten up the mood by just being her normal self. so... she's like a Air-headed Princess.

BTW. I love Gaki's eyes. xD just to let ya know~ It's just Eri's eyes are also really nice.

This is pretty much my own observations~ so yeah lol.

Y'know.

I was thinking of changing my background on my blog, cause it's slightly awkward to have 2 girls in bikini's but meh. I like it~ I really am in need for money right now... I still haven't used my Hello Store USA gift certificates yet since I ended up not wanting to buy any more Rival Survival stuff since they weren't selling the poster I want so bad! But I think I'll save it for the graduation stuff... I'll have my birthday money by the. Hopefully. A few days ago, Wednesday, our Appare Kaiten Zushi! CD's came in! I was happy, so happy I didn't open it until 5 hours later XD Once I opened it I fangirled over the photo book. LOL. Also a few days ago the PV came out for Onna to Otoko no Lullaby Game, and of course the song got extremely popular in the dubbing world. I mean I already loved the song before the PV came out, so it was like ugh. Onna to Otoko was the first song I ever gave in to listen to. Like I NEVER listen to concert rips cause I hate spoiling myself. Same goes for watching concerts on youtube. I ALWAYS wait till the DVD is out so I can watch it in epic quality! Once I get an all region DVD player, and a job, I'll be able to play DVDs! But you know, Aisare isn't popular. Of course it's not because it's a b-side without a PV. You know, I don't like how people don't listen to b-sides. Some people do but most people don't, I'm talking about in the dubbing world. B-sides are worth listening to! Every time a new song comes out I always so, "Waaah~ I wonder how the b-side will be like!" That's because I love B-sides, sometimes more that A-sides. Like Onna ga medatte naze ikenai, I LOVE LOVE LOVE Nakidasu Kamo Shirenai yo more than the main single. As much as I love Onna to Otoko, I still love aisare more. It catches my attention. You know, I'm just an idiot. Anyways I'm looking forward on getting my two Niigaki Risa Rival Survival Pin-up Posters! I'm so glad I won the bidding! :)

~Nana/Kame.

I want to be called Kame now ;___; cause I got so used to it.

....

I couldn't think of a title, cause seriously right now all I'm feeling is, "..." I'm just really annoyed right now, but since this is a public blog I'm not going to type out why. I know what I'm risking if I say anything, so it's like whatever. So anyways. I been really addicted to some songs~ Like:

- This is Unmei
- Dearest
- Koi no Hana
- Ame agari no niji no you ni
- Melodies

Such good songs! I'm learning the Niigaki version of Koi no Hana, but like it's seriously hard. The song itself is really hard and high. I mean I can hit it and all, but it's tiring since it's also a really fast song. Well the chorus that is. Recently, I been thinking about quitting dubbing. I'm slightly tired of it. If I just quit dubbing when I broke my mic I would have more money for Morning Musume stuff... Regret much. Meh. I'm sleepy... Good night.

Namidacchi

OMG. So I found out yesterday that I am one of the October 2010 Hello Store USA Flickr contest winner! I really didn't expect to win because I was looking through all the entries and found a lot more creative ones. I really am happy because I don't get much money, well recently I haven't. I'm able to buy more Rival Survival stuff when they start selling the others! I can get some stuff with a $25 gift certificate! Plus I still haven't used my $10 one I got from the first twitter contest. So in total I have $35! At first I was going to use it to buy the Morning Musume 2011 Calender, but then I read one of the tweets on HSU saying they will have more Rival Survival stuff! I can get the calender later... and Erin's photobook. My main priority is Rival Survival. Man, I am so happy right now! I really want the Rival Survival pin-up posters though... I don't care if it's random since all of them look pretty smexy in them. I'd prefer having JunJun's, Niigaki's, and Kamei's but I mean Sayu and Reina's are pretty hot too. OMG. So recently I been liking Reina a lot! Yeah. It got THAT bad. xD I mean I liked her but not a lot, recently I've been, "Reeiiinyaaaa~" Mostly thanks to Bijo Gaku. Wanna see my line up? YES YOU DO!

1. JunJun, Niigaki Risa, Kamei Eri
2. Michishige Sayumi, Tanaka Reina, LinLin
3. Takahashi Ai, Mitsui Aika

Sorry Aika... I know you were one of my first favorites... but I have to love LinLin. She's so cute! I love her personality! For Ai-chan... Sorry. I mean I like you, but you don't catch my attention often. Then as always. JunGakiKame. Nothing better than that! Actually I really like GakiKameShige too xD but I prefer JunGakiKame... GAKIKAME! JUNERI! JUNGAKI! ♥

Things to buy!:
♥ Appare Kaiten Zushi! [LE]
♥ Onna to Otoko Lullaby Game
♥ More Rival Survival
♥ Erin: Kamei Eri Photobook
♥ Kamei Eri Sostugyou Sashinshu[Graduation photobook]
♥ Morning Musume 2011 Calender
♥ MAHALO!!!!!! [Niigaki Risa Photobook!!!!] XD
♥ Alo-Hello 4: Morning Musume Photobook

I think that's all... xD

Genki Pika Pika!

Yo! I haven't posted on awhile! xD I've been lazy. It's been almost one month since the announcement of Erin, JunJun, and LinLin's graduation. Yeah I'm still sad about it but not as much. Morning Musume is known for it's changing members I saw it coming, but I was unprepared. But now I accept th fact and I know that I will forever follow Morning Musume even when all the members I know leaves. Plus how can give up something that made a HUGE impact in my life? Right?! Hehe. Well right now I'm eating lunch! Sweet and Sour fish!! Yum! But really I need to start saving my money for real. I have SOOOO many things to buy! I NEED them not WANT I NEED it! Got it? xD I wish I could sell these wall scrolls but selling on e-bay is so much work and the whole shipping thing is so confusing. You know... I want to make a list of the things I NEED to buy!

MY LIST OF THINGS TO BUY!
♥ Onaji Jikyuu de Hataraku Tomodachi no Bijin Mama Single
♥ Muten Musume: Appare Kaiten Zushi! [LE Single]
♥ Kamei Eri 9th Photobook: Erin [Last photobook as a Musume member]
♥ Morning Musume 44th single [untitled]
♥ Rival Survival JunJun Shirt + Towel
♥ Rival Survival Kamei Eri Shirt + Towel
♥ Morning Musume 2011 Calendar
♥ Niigaki Risa Photobook: Mahalo [STILL HAVEN BOUGHT IT!!!]

I'll add more when I remember what else...

This Road

The lonley road we once walked became a road we share with everyone. We started off new, fresh, and alone. Only having those closest to us guiding us through the road we chose. This endless road where we don't know where we will end up. The road one day will come to a end.

When that day arrives it's not a end, but a new beginning. During our whole journey we met good people. People who love us. care for us. and the most important who treasure us. We've been through everything together. Good. Bad. Love. Hate. But one other thing we have to go through is. Seperation.

That time has come for three of us. We been through everything together. All 8. Now us three will be off on our own. We won't say goodbye because we'll see each other again. There is never a goodbye. It's always going to be see you again. We'll always be together. No matter where on the planet you are. We share the same sky. The same stars.

We are now on different roads. Our dreams stay the same knowing one day our paths will cross again. We look at the stars and remember we are not alone. The people who love us and remember our memories together are helping us go through to finish what we started. We walk this endless road. The road that leads to our unseen future.

The little things everyone did made me never give up. I try as hard as I possibly can hoping one day to know I made a difference. There is never a goodbye when seperating from the people who helped change you to who you are now. They made a difference in the life we live. Treasuring these memories. We will continue this road. The road we choose. It will be painful, but knowing everyone cheering us on will bring us courage.

This goodbye isn't needed. We will forever be together. The most important people stay within our hearts. forever. I hope one day our paths will intersect so we can be together again.

。。。

あいしてるよ。。。亀井絵里とジュンジュン。。。すき。。。

This really hurts. I knew something like this was going to happen but I didn't expect it to be JunJun and Eri. I seriously love them that is why it is so painful to me. Kamei-san was my first favorite when I started liking Morning Musume, I really still do love her. She has ALWAYS been on my top! She has always been the best within Morning Musume in my eyes. Her voice was pure. sweet. and of course. Well improved since she joined. I love everything about her. Voice and Personality. She's a little idiot, but that is the best part of her. Even though she is an Idol she acts like a normal person. She doesn't try to be what everyone expects her to be...

JunJun... I can't even type without a single tear falling out my eyes. She's the best. Her voice isn't perfect but she tries her hardest to try and stand out. These years she has been in Morning Musume she became really popular. Compared to the other 8th gen members she stuck out the most. Her personality is the type everyone can love. She's a bit weird but also sweet. She cares for everyone within Morning Musume. I really think she deserved to stay in Morning Musume. She is the mood maker once Koharu left, if you think about it now after the graduation Morning Musume will be different. No one will have the same aura that these three graduating gave off.

I can't listen to some of my favorite songs without tears falling down my cheeks. They are my favorite songs because JunJun gets some of the best lines. I fell in love with Subete wa ai no Chikara because JunJun has solos! Not just any solos but the ones that I love the most! Nakidasu Kamo Shirenai Yo do I even have to say? The reason why I love this song is because of JunJun's long solo in the middle. I still have not gotten tired of it. Every time I listen to it a smile forms across my face. I'm not sure if I will cry when I hear it now since I'm afraid to play it. But I know for sure JunJun is the best.

It may seem like I been loving Niigaki more than JunJun, but I haven't. I do love Niigaki. BUT No one will replace Jun. She is the reason why I loved Morning Musume more than anything in my life. To see her leave hurts too much.

I hope Kamei-san will heal soon... I don't want to see her do nothing. She has too much talent for it to go to waste. In my opinion Kamei-san has THE BEST voice in the current Morning Musume. She is the perfect idol to me. She gives 200% in her dancing. She really is the best.

GO AWAY KARLEE!!

HI LOL xD

Get away from my blog of DOOM! :)

Just kidding...
But really I'll update this later, too lazy right now ._.

It's not a goodbye, but see you later.

Ahh... I'm crying... DANG IT.
I hate when it's time to leave. They made tons of mess and were a bit too loud, but I can't say it wasn't fun. These past 3 weeks I first wished it would just end, but then I started to enjoy it all. 2 years is too long... They were loud and messy. But they are my cousins. Even though it was hard to watch after them I always felt happy that there were noises. It being to quiet it boring, it hurts to know they aren't here anymore. I wish they didn't leave so soon, there were still tons of things we could have done. I'm glad we finally got to go laser tagging, but still... There are many more things we could have enjoyed.

My room is still a mess, but I don't care. It holds the memories I had with them. Legend of Zelda with Elona was fun. Watching getting all excited and scared. Being a bit idiotic with John, Jason, and Jaymar. I'm happy they came here... It's not time to say goodbye. But I promise we will see each other again.

I love you all! :)

Updateh~

Well!
I finally fixed up my effing blog thing xD I'm so tired right now. My phone rang to early in the fudging morning!! Ugh. I sleep so early too xD Early meaning 7:30 am LOL. I been lazy to record recently so it's kind of like bleh. My tummy hurts right now. I don't even know what to write in here anymore... >< Anyways I wish I could leave home more often to do something. I get bored really easily now and that's not good. I been lazy to log on AIM. I'm always in skype... DING FRIES ARE DONE.
Well now I'm hungreeey~

Rawrs.

I don't feel like typing in Japanese right now lol. XD
So well it's finally summer! No school! I'm tired right now but
I'm lazy to sleep. LOL. Uh. I been really addicted to writing
Morning Musume fanfictions LOL yeah. I even made my own website
for it. Web mastering really came in handy!~ Uh. Also I been
dubbing a lot more again. I don't know why, but I just have.
I also have a few new additions to my Morning Musume
collection but I don't feel like posting pictures LOL.
It's 2:46 am who wouldn't be lazy? Uhhh. I'm having tons
of fun with Skype and Cake Rangers! So like yeah. I been into
Morning Musume pairings too!~ At first I LOVEEED GakiKamei, I still
do actually, but now I really Love TakaGaki. After reading some
facfics of them... DANG. Who wouldn't love them LOL. Then there
is KameShige. Reika [Reina + Aika] but the one I hate the most is
JunLin. I rather have them alone than paired together! Psh.
I still like Junka [JunJun + Aika] but I been really Reika like.
Uhh and Jun is cute with Sayu and/or Reina. Lin can be alone.
I love her, but pairing wise. no. just no. I'm excited for
Alo-Hello! 4 !!! Man seeing some pics. DANGGGG. XD Man only
Cake Rangers is where I can be all, damn. XD I mean staring
at something is just wonderful... MAN sexy. XD LOL I'm
embarrassing myself! Actually I want to go stare at it more,
but awkward... XD but one thing of today....well yesterday on
Skype. Someone's dad [no naming who] came in and said,
"----, did you forget to flush the toilet again?!" It was
seriously TOO funny! Ooh and I also did 4 covering for groupdubs today lol.
Then I became an official member of Fubuki Project. 1 Onna ni Sachi are.
2 Shouganai Yume Oibito [Lin and Reina] then Lalala Shiawase no Uta. XD
Ooh and I got my Seishun Collection CD in the mail today! :D YES!
Anyways I'm sleepy. and Hungry.

CIAO!

Ahhhh

私はいつもあなたを愛している...
なぜ私はあなたを守ることができますか？

Mmm I'm not going to translate that lol.
Anyways today? was lame. Well I Liked Chem but thats all really.
Ugh, I don't know what to blog about.
But I saw the Seishun Collection Covers and Preview of the PV...
AUTOMATIC LOVE! lol.
CIAo

ちょっと悲しいね。。。

みなさん！こんばんわ！奈々ちゃんです！えっと。。。今日わ。わたしちょっと悲しい。。。
For those who can't understand the above it says, "Everyone! Good evening! Nana-chan desu! etto... today I am a little sad."
Why am I a little sad? Well I got my Onna ga medatte naze ikenai CD today but... The case was fully broken!!
。・°°・(((p(≧□≦)q)))・°°・。ウワーン！！
But my Joshi Kashimashi Monogatari was 100% OKAY. :D So that was a plus. In the end I just framed...Yes FRAMED my Onna ga medatte naze Ikenai CD...I'll post it don't worry.
I don't think anyone read my blogs though lol. Anyways I been addicted to Risa-chan's blog. I always seem to go to it. I collect her pictures. By myself. It's fun though. Her without make-up is just as I thought. She looks like her younger self. The one I love so much. I mean I love how she looks now but you know...
Today during English II we were talking about "Friends" You know the ones who just talk to you in pity or because they have no one else to talk to. Also about when you feel left out from the people you are close to. Pretty nice conversation. I had all those feelings before. So it doesn't matter much. Then I watched the Mobekimasu concert. I liked it a lot. Especially the medley!
Anyways I must go now! Oh yeah the pictures!
Listening to: Namidachii

疲れた。。。

みなさん！　こんばんわ！今日は日曜日。　えっと、わたし。。。分かんない。。。　
LOL yes I am addicted to typing in Japanese! Sorry. Today was a fairly easy going day, but I do not want to go to school tomorrow. But I have no choice. The only class I don't want to go to is Spanish... oh well. I'm still waiting for my CD's so I don't have any new stuff to show. I can't wait for summer. My cousins will be coming down from Canada an we will be going to California! Hopefully to do some commercial rides... Sorry Hello! Morning reference. I mean to ride some roller coasters and such!
Well I'm getting tired... This is a short post but better than none? LOL anyways Ciao!~ GUCHHA!~

こんばんは。。。奈々ちゃん です！

もう　やだ。。。でも　モーニング娘　すき。楽しみ！
Haha wasn't that fun. Actually it was. Nothing much to blog about. But I guess I am addicted to Risa-chan's blog... every two seconds I go and read it... even if she doesn't post anything new.
Anyways my two new CD's came in! Shabondama with 15 photo cards and Morning Musume no Hykkori Hyoutanjima with stickers! I love the PV for both of the songs.
So recently I just auditioned for a new project on YouTube, but hell if I know that I will get in. I'm running our of space on my table for CD's... It sucks. I still have 2 more coming in too. I love typing in Japanese... It's fun. Sorry.
Anyways thanks for reading?
~Nana

今日は!

今日，私はとてもしあわせ！

hehe first time to write (type) in Japanese in my blog! I'm not too sure if it is correct but I tried! That is all that matters! Anyways, what I tried to say up there was "Today, I am very happy!" or something around there. Well since I haven't blogged in so long I decided to show everyone (who follows me) my Hello! Project collection!!! :D

First will be my CD's!

My Albums:

My Singles:

Wall/Closet Door! :

My Trading Card Collection! : (Sorry for my irritating voice!)

A tad bit of update :)

So days slowly pass until summer. I want to go to Florida since they have some new rides. ♥ I don't want to move houses but I have no choice. Oh well, we human seek adventures to make life worth living. I love Morning Musume, like that isn't obvious. I still want to collect more stuff but I don't have money sadly. I want to buy some Genki Pikka Pikka stuff, but I HAS NO MONEY. No one seems to want to buy my old anime stuff from back when I loved anime. I plan to keep some but there are some useless ones. I'm happy I got Pokemon Heart gold! :) I'm a bit lazy to post pictures of my new H!P stuff. So I'll post them the next time I blog.

Ciao~ :D

Whoops~ :)

Weee so yeah.
My Hello! Project shrine has increased! :)
As everyone should know I love Hello! Project so a shrine isn't that weird.
I don't know what to write today except the fact that I has the sniffles. I hate changing weather!
I'm so addicted to the "10 My Me" album songs! My favorite so far is Namidachi ♥


LOL anyways not to my lovely pictures.

New (Update of meh self!)

So recently life has been okay, except for school.
I few days ago I finally got to watch the Nine Smile concert! Koha's graduation was so sad! I cried so much. I started crying when I say Niigaki shed tears. It was way to painful! But the songs they had were really good! I watched the concert twice but ignored the graduation the second time. Anyways away from the concert I recently been buying way too much Morning Musume stuff on E-bay and other places. So my collection has pretty much grown! Actually it's still growing I'm currently waiting for my new stuff!
Here is what I recently bought:
♥Ikimashoi! (Fourth Morning Musume Album) with Poster included!
♥No. 5 (Fifth Morning Musume Album) With Poster and Photo card thing~
♥3 Packs of Morning Musume trading cards booster packs!
Those are what came in already~
Things on the way:
♥ 50 random Hello! Project goods!
♥Mr.Moonlight ~Ai no Big Band~ with booklet
♥Ai Araba IT'S ALL RIGHT with mini photobook!

So that is what is recent! Here are some pictures!

Collecting

So I have yet another addiction! It's collecting old Morning Musume cards that were made in 2002. Yes I buy them from E-bay. Sad isn't.
Anyways another thing is collecting memories of groupdubing. I remember when I first started my voice was so weak but they still accepted me! After then I joined multiple groups and also made a few of my own. But now it seems no one is accepting me. I audition and I don't get in. Sad isn't it! I been dubbing for 2 years and yet the newer dubbers get more attention. My voice is still weak isn't it. I'll work harder but I don't even know when my next dub will be.
Recently I was addicted on watching old TV shows Morning Musume appeared on and also Hello! Morning again. I also been addicted to cooking. I'm not sure why but it's pretty fun. Today I made me and my mom some Omurice! It was good~ I liked mine better because I put some curry sauce on it. So good!
Anyways I'll leave for now. Until we meet again~ :D

So this is what happened...

I don't get groupdubbing anymore. I love to sing but every time I organize a groupdub it always go downhill! It's kind of getting on my nerves but it's whatever. It's been over a year since I started dubbing most of my older dubbing buddies have already quit. Why haven't I? I love singing and I want to get some advise of how to work on my voice. In the ended no one even comments. (lol) Recently I have been addicted to reading Michishige Sayumi's blog! Also I been addicted to Ebay.... Sadly. I can't help it, but I'm scared to ever buy anything. No matter what I'm addicted it always deals with Morning Musume. Well they are my number one addiction~ I want to hear what songs are in "10 my me"! The newest Morning Musume album. I'm excited but there is still quite a few months left. :[ I don't know why I blog, I used to hate it! I guess it's because I can express myself. I don't have many friends who would listen to my problems so just posting them here can kind of make me relax more. So yeah, I been in more love with Sayumin! So my line up is different.

1. JunJun & Niigaki Risa
2. Kamei Eri & Michishige Sayumi
3. Takahashi Ai & Mitsui Aika
4. LinLin & Tanaka Reina

I feel bad if I ordered them 1-8 so I group them up as equals~
I like Aika-chan a lot but I been raising Sayumin and Ai-chan.
Erinrin has always been up high, but Jun and Risa-chan has been my number ones! :D
So until we meet again :D

Today~

Today was a fairly good day~
First period I had Spanish II (Oh how much I hate it) My teacher wasn't here today so I didn't get much done (not like I always do work) I was helping my friend Fredy with his Geometry PAK.
Second period was pretty fun. Me and my friend Tania worked on our Sentence Diagramming worksheet for English II. We were pretty slow but it looked pretty and organized (I'm not really organized so yeah.) After working on that I started to draw this weird creature. It's my new best friend! I named it Julian.
Third period was Yearbook. It was kind of somewhat boring since I have nothing special to do. I'm going to LIPC (It's a yearbook field trip festival) but I have to pay and pass all my classes by report card time. The only class I'm worried about is actually Spanish.
Fourth period was heck of a fun! My table had to do the Pre-ap lab today. It was making molecules with balls and sticks. Ryan and Chad kept making weird creatures and Lupita was getting a tad scared of them. It was so funny. After the lab Chad started to use a hole puncher and hole punched Ryan's PAK. It was way too fun in fourth period! Tomorrow I have a Chemistry test so I wish myself luck.

Anyways here is my new duet!

Hello!

YAY I'm happy again! Why you ask? Well it's because of singing! I really love to dub! My newest duet will be out today! I was super happy to sing this song! Like seriously! Hello! Project and Singing are the only thing I can go nuts about! I'm not even embarrassed about it~ Nana is HAPPY!~ Oh my gosh! I don't want to watch the Nine Smile concert but it has so many good songs! I'm going to cry when I watch it :( Really I can't believe Koha already graduated. As long as my most favorites don't leave I'm good but still I like Koha!
Nakidasu Kamo Shirenai yo is such a addicting song! I always catch myself listening to it plus Onna ga Medatte Naze Ikenai. I really want the CD but I'm not sure if my mom will buy it for us. I hope she does! I really want to go to that yearbook field trip but I don't want to go alone! I hope Marlene gets to go. I think it will be fun that's why. Then again some people are scary -shiver- Anyways I'll be posting non-sad things from now on. I PROMISE!

Saddness

Suddenly it really does feel like none of my friends, or I thought they were, really cares for me. It hurts so much. I promised to protect them from anything, I promised do help them if needed but now it just all seems like they are using me. Am I not needed when there is someone else around? None of you really understand me, how much pain I am in. It hurts way to much to continue our relationship as friends. I want to forget. Forget everything that I had with you guys because it really is paining me too much! Why do none of you notice the pain I'm going through. You said you were my friend but now I don't think I can believe what you say. I'll look depressed but none of you notice. It hurts more than ever. To the point where I can just run away and no one will notice. Am I that useless? Am I not wanted? What are friends anyways. Seriously no one understands. I cried out of loneliness but no one noticed. I wanted to leave but I had nowhere to go. Once lunch was over I went to class and I felt happy. The people in my class made me smile and forget why I was so sad. Isn't that what friendship is? Or am I wrong? Isn't a friend someone who makes the other party happy? Aren't we friends because we want to protect each other and not make one sad? I don't know anymore.

Lonely

Even though I said I wouldn't post any more sad things I can't help it.
Suddenly I feel as I am really lonely, not only at home but also at school. I only have a handful of friends. It's not because I'm not friendly but because I don't stand out much. Sometimes I feel as if my friends I have are slowly slipping away. In my last sad post I mentioned that I had about three main friends, Julie, Cherry, and Betty. It's with them the most I feel alone. It's not because they are pushing me away, they aren't. I just feel as if they don't even notice me anymore. Julie and Cherry are both in Orchestra and Betty is in Art with another of my almost close friend. I'm left alone. I'm the only one out of my friends that like Jpop, I have no one to talk about my interests. Even if they do like Jpop it isn't the same group that I like. I'm left alone when they all talk about the group they all like. I always want to cry at that moment. It hurts. At home my older brother is always chatting on AIM or texting with his friends, he rarely leaves his room unless he is going somewhere with his friends. At school I usually find myself sitting alone. I may say I'm fine but really I'm in pain. The emptiness in me. I feel extremely lonely. At home I'm usually just online but no one ever talks to me. It's not something new. It's been like this for awhile but now it seems to be more lonely. At school I pretend to be strong and not care for anything but really inside I'm really weak. I can't handle a lot of things. There are times I just want to cry but I hide it from everyone. I won't do anything stupid like suicide, I just don't want to be lonely anymore. The only thing for sure that keeps me sane is Hello! Project and Morning Musume. Without them I wouldn't be able to contain anything. Just watching videos and listening to their songs makes me smile.

Survey~

I kind of stole this from another blog, but I thought it looked fun.

Name: Nana
1)When did you become a H!P fan?
Fall of 2007
2)How did you become a H!P fan?
I used to love anime with passion. So I found out about H!P from Shugo Chara when Buono! was singing the opening and ending.
3)Why you love H!P?
Why? I wonder my self sometimes. Well first maybe it's because I already loved Japanese music way more than American music. But Hello! project does so many things, like DVD magazines and such that made me just fall in love with them.
4)In your opinion, what's the best way to show your love for H!P?
Supporting them of course. I been buying their CD's and a lot of their concert goods and it makes me happy to support them my self.
5)Who's your fave H!P member?And why?
Ahhh it has changed since I first started liking H!P, First I liked Tsugunaga Momoko. But now LOVE Jun Jun with all my heart!! Everything about Jun is just the best in my opinion. I think her voice is pretty, she is so adorable, and her personality is just so wonderful.
6)What H!P unit is your favorite?And why?
This has changed too. I loved Buono! (I still do) but I seriously love Morning Musume more than anything in my life. Seriously. I'm not sure why but everytime I just think about them my mood turns 200% better than ever.
7)Who is your fave solo H!P artist?And why?
I don't really like soloist but if I had to choose it would be Kusumi Koharu, although she isn't in H!P anymore she still made a huge impact.
8)Your Fave H!P song(or single or album)?And why?
Oooo that is way too hard! But maybe I would say Subete wa ai no chikara because I love the way it sounds and JunJun has pretty good amount of solos. I really like the whole Nanchatte Renai single though.
9)Had you ever met H!P member(s) in person?(not including public performance such as concerts or musical)
-sigh- Only in my dreams.
10)If you could meet your fave H!P member(s), what would you do?
I'll be shocked, maybe even just run away. but I love her too much I think I wouldn't want to let her go.
11)Had you ever go to H!P concert(s)? If you had, what concert did you attend?
Nope not yet at least
12)What H!P products do you buy most often?
Mostly I been buying CD's but recently I bought tons of photo cards! Of course my lovely Nine Smile shirt <3>
13)What's your most-valuable H!P treasure?
I would have to say my Nanchatte Renai single because it was the first CD I have ever got.
14)How did you get H!P vids and music?
download them...
15)Had you ever dreamed about H!P member(s) in your dream?
Oh gosh. Yes I have. I had this one dream about Morning Musume that I loved and remember so well!
16)Leave your message for H!P:
Everything about you guys really are the best. You have no idea how much I love you guys! It is to the point where I can only care about what's going on around you!

Hello Store USA Part 3

LOL so in the end there is a part three! Yay~
So about this whole part three is, I bought more stuff! This time it isn't only morning musume haha.
I bought them around January 4th, I think. What did I buy you ask? well....
JunJun Nine smile towel (I couldn't help it XD)
Morning Musume Nine smile photo set E
Buono! Take it Easy (Making of) Photo set
Lastly, Tanpopo# Photo set
I wasn't on planning to buy a lot of Photo sets but it kind of just happened.
Well I'm happy! :D
I hung my towel on my wall XD Since I'll feel bad if i use it. It's so darn pretty <3 My next purchase will be later when they have new stuff in stock. I think it would be better to wait since I don't really want to spend all my money on Nine Smile stuff. So it's best just to wait~ Anyways here are some pictures lol.


**Note**
The Nine Smile Wristband came with the JunJun Shirt I ordered last time.
The Platinum 9 Wristband was given to me by my friend for Christmas. :D

Hello! Project Randomness!! :D

Woo!!~
Well I haven't done a random ramble about hello! Project in awhile (I mean have I ever done one?)
Anyways this time I think I shall talk about Niigaki Risa-sama.
Why so I say Sama? Because I worship Gaki-san! :D Yes I love this girl~ Then again I also love JunJun-sama :D Anyways back to Gaki-san :x
Well as everyone has realized she has cut her hair short!!!! :D OMFG I was so shocked when I found out. I for one actually love it!! I mean I loved her long hair so much but I have to admit she is perfect for short hair. Since her face is pretty small I think she looks too adorable!! But it sure was a huge shock!
Away from her hair I noticed how much she acts kind of like a kid. It isn't meant to be bad she is like a kid. I think it's great she is like a kid. Although she acts really mature at times she has that childish side that I love. When did I notice she acts like a kid? Well it was when I was watching Tokyo Friend Park - [2009.09.17] - Morning Musume + OGs. She was always so jumpy XD Which I loved! Every little thing about Gaki-san is so.... I can't even express with words how epic win she is.

This isn't Niigaki related but I can't help it!! JUNJUN GOT A SOLO <33 XD