I never thought..

That I would come back here to let out my feelings... I've been having so much fun and enjoying my life when I became friends with everyone again. Everything felt like it was back to normal. But good things never last forever... I'm ignored, left out and forgettable. I just started crying... broke down til no tomorrow realizing no one really cares about me. I'm just kind of here... I feel like... I'm just taken for granted. I thought Louie was my best friend again, but he's really not the same person I remember him to be. He used to always care about me and how I feel, but now I feel like I'm just there for him. Nothing extremely special, just a friend who has his back. I'm broken. I don't know what to do. I'm all alone again and this is what I feared was going to happen when we became friends again. It's not only louie... It's also the person I love :/ I don't know what to do anymore to grab her attention. She just keeps getting mad at me and then ignores me. It hurts... So fucking much.