Monday, August 9, 2010

This Road

The lonley road we once walked became a road we share with everyone. We started off new, fresh, and alone. Only having those closest to us guiding us through the road we chose. This endless road where we don't know where we will end up. The road one day will come to a end.

When that day arrives it's not a end, but a new beginning. During our whole journey we met good people. People who love us. care for us. and the most important who treasure us. We've been through everything together. Good. Bad. Love. Hate. But one other thing we have to go through is. Seperation.

That time has come for three of us. We been through everything together. All 8. Now us three will be off on our own. We won't say goodbye because we'll see each other again. There is never a goodbye. It's always going to be see you again. We'll always be together. No matter where on the planet you are. We share the same sky. The same stars.

We are now on different roads. Our dreams stay the same knowing one day our paths will cross again. We look at the stars and remember we are not alone. The people who love us and remember our memories together are helping us go through to finish what we started. We walk this endless road. The road that leads to our unseen future.

The little things everyone did made me never give up. I try as hard as I possibly can hoping one day to know I made a difference. There is never a goodbye when seperating from the people who helped change you to who you are now. They made a difference in the life we live. Treasuring these memories. We will continue this road. The road we choose. It will be painful, but knowing everyone cheering us on will bring us courage.

This goodbye isn't needed. We will forever be together. The most important people stay within our hearts. forever. I hope one day our paths will intersect so we can be together again.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

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あいしてるよ。。。亀井絵里とジュンジュン。。。すき。。。

This really hurts. I knew something like this was going to happen but I didn't expect it to be JunJun and Eri. I seriously love them that is why it is so painful to me. Kamei-san was my first favorite when I started liking Morning Musume, I really still do love her. She has ALWAYS been on my top! She has always been the best within Morning Musume in my eyes. Her voice was pure. sweet. and of course. Well improved since she joined. I love everything about her. Voice and Personality. She's a little idiot, but that is the best part of her. Even though she is an Idol she acts like a normal person. She doesn't try to be what everyone expects her to be...

JunJun... I can't even type without a single tear falling out my eyes. She's the best. Her voice isn't perfect but she tries her hardest to try and stand out. These years she has been in Morning Musume she became really popular. Compared to the other 8th gen members she stuck out the most. Her personality is the type everyone can love. She's a bit weird but also sweet. She cares for everyone within Morning Musume. I really think she deserved to stay in Morning Musume. She is the mood maker once Koharu left, if you think about it now after the graduation Morning Musume will be different. No one will have the same aura that these three graduating gave off.

I can't listen to some of my favorite songs without tears falling down my cheeks. They are my favorite songs because JunJun gets some of the best lines. I fell in love with Subete wa ai no Chikara because JunJun has solos! Not just any solos but the ones that I love the most! Nakidasu Kamo Shirenai Yo do I even have to say? The reason why I love this song is because of JunJun's long solo in the middle. I still have not gotten tired of it. Every time I listen to it a smile forms across my face. I'm not sure if I will cry when I hear it now since I'm afraid to play it. But I know for sure JunJun is the best.

It may seem like I been loving Niigaki more than JunJun, but I haven't. I do love Niigaki. BUT No one will replace Jun. She is the reason why I loved Morning Musume more than anything in my life. To see her leave hurts too much.

I hope Kamei-san will heal soon... I don't want to see her do nothing. She has too much talent for it to go to waste. In my opinion Kamei-san has THE BEST voice in the current Morning Musume. She is the perfect idol to me. She gives 200% in her dancing. She really is the best.