LOL. Anyways, I've just been so intensely busy with my life. Have no reason to come here and rant, haha. So---- I secretly made a kpop rp tumblr account thing. Only two people of my friends know about it. I can't tell Louie cause he is like super against RP. Honestly. I am too but like only to the people who are intense about it. Like take it more seriously than their own life. Yeah, there are those types. RP is for fun, not an escape. You can't replace a RP life with a real life, it just doesn't work like that.
NO ONE WANTS TO TALK TO DONGWOO. It's depressing... xD Whatever, I'll just go do some other stuff.
So, the real reason why I'm here typing a blog post.
I'm just so lost... so confused and I don't know what to do. How did I end up loving someone who is completely different from the past people I ever liked.... Why.... did it have to be me? I don't hate it, it's just... it hurts. Loving someone who doesn't think about you as much as you think about them. No matter what I do.... I always end up falling in love with her again. It's so complicated... -sigh- long distance.... sucks.
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Friday, November 2, 2012
LET ME LOVE YOU ;A;
Soooooo. It's been about a week since something wonderful happened.
Louie forgave me. Now we're friends again and I'm really grateful for that. Not only Louie, but I'm talking to people on skype again. The person who really hated me for betraying her because I dated the person she loves when I knew she loved her is also talking to me again, kind of. But she added me back on skype which I am extremely surprised. I was never mad or whatever at her. She was the one who kicked me out of her life. I guess everything is fine because we broke up. More like she dumped me, but whatever.
One thing that bothers me though is my ex keeps calling me the name she gave me when we dated. Not only that but showing or acting a certain way that reminds me of the time we had together. She sits next to me in latale and gets mad when I move away. She sends me a picture where it shows a face like (/-\) which is like hiding and it goes like this:
"(/-\)
Where'd you go? ;a;
\(^-^)/ Here I am!!
There's my baby!! -glomps-"
It was just something we'd do... When she showed me a picture of it, it really just hurts. My heart burns with jealousy. I don't make it that way, it just happens. I don't even know my feelings towards her. It just all hurts and burns in my heart. -sigh- I'll get over it eventually, right?
Anyways, instead of showing some stuff I have I want to share a picture that is making me die and spazz.
ROD, Y U NOT REAL!? ;A;
Louie forgave me. Now we're friends again and I'm really grateful for that. Not only Louie, but I'm talking to people on skype again. The person who really hated me for betraying her because I dated the person she loves when I knew she loved her is also talking to me again, kind of. But she added me back on skype which I am extremely surprised. I was never mad or whatever at her. She was the one who kicked me out of her life. I guess everything is fine because we broke up. More like she dumped me, but whatever.
One thing that bothers me though is my ex keeps calling me the name she gave me when we dated. Not only that but showing or acting a certain way that reminds me of the time we had together. She sits next to me in latale and gets mad when I move away. She sends me a picture where it shows a face like (/-\) which is like hiding and it goes like this:
"(/-\)
Where'd you go? ;a;
\(^-^)/ Here I am!!
There's my baby!! -glomps-"
It was just something we'd do... When she showed me a picture of it, it really just hurts. My heart burns with jealousy. I don't make it that way, it just happens. I don't even know my feelings towards her. It just all hurts and burns in my heart. -sigh- I'll get over it eventually, right?
Anyways, instead of showing some stuff I have I want to share a picture that is making me die and spazz.
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