Screw the Nether.

Yet another day spent crying. I'm regretting everything. The stupid memories you left me with. It's been way over 3 months since I was dumped. Tossed out. Thrown away. Left all alone. Being home alone isn't good for me. When I'm home alone there is no one around, I begin to just start crying out loud. Crying as loud as I want. It's better then keeping it in and beating myself inside out. What is making me cry the most are the lies. "I'll only love you" "I won't love anyone as much as I love you" "I would never stop loving you." I wish... I wish I never fell in love .I wish I just stayed alone like I thought I was going to be, but now since I know what it feels like to feel loved and always being thought about, it hurts to be alone. I gave you everything, but it still wasn't enough. I did anything and everything to make you happy. Did you know everyone kept saying I could do better? No one understands the fact YOU were perfect to me. We had our fights, but I never stopped loving you. Fuck me. Just someone take me away from the pain. I don't want to live like this. Always scared when the person you love so much doesn't even think of you one little bit...