Confused.

I don't get it. When I finally thought I can give up on you completely, I find myself breaking down. I've liked many people, was rejected once, but never in my life have I not been able to forget these feelings until I met you. I've become weak because of you. Why did you have to have such a huge impact in my life? The words I hate most now echo in my head. What am I supposed to do? Just one little thing tears me apart. I feel so stupid continuing to love you just like I always have. I know I'm hurting myself more, but what can I do? I went looking through my old cellphone and read the messages I saved. Where did I go wrong? I remember the day you told me you finally got over your first love because you loved me so much more. I guess it's true then. "To forget an old love, you have to find a new love." The problem is, I don't want to love anymore. It hurts. Hahaha... I love you, damnnit.

Quote of the day: "The reason for that is, I never loved anyone else so deeply, until you."