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Today was supposed to be our 6th month anniversary... haha, I'm stupid for still thinking about this stuff. I feel like crying. I always do. Half a year was something that was going to be important to me, but we only seemed to have lasted 5 months and a day... yes, tomorrow is going to be a month since my heart broke. The day where my world just crumbled to nothing, the day that always seems to make me cry just thinking about it. I'm so stupid. Why can't I just stop loving you? Why does my heart and mind act differently? I bet you never even thought that today was going to be a special day. I bet you don't even remember stuff like this. I'm just an idiot for continuing to think of things like this. Why did I have to fall in love? I never want to fall in love again because it hurts too much when the other party leaves you. I'm really an idiot for believing you'd be with me forever. I really am stupid.