I just can't...

My heart hurts so much. You don't understand... I've never cry more than a day, but this is the 2nd day already. I really believed we would be together until the end. I thought that we'd actually have a future together. What we had wasn't perfect, but it's what I was looking for. Sure we has our fights, but our love hasn't changed at all. At least my side wasn't. No matter how much I try to accept that we aren't together anymore there is always one little thing that makes me want to just burst in tears. I don't know what to do. I want to believe we'll be together again, but a side of me believes you won't take me back. My heart is in so much pain, pain I never felt before... I'm an idiot for falling in love with you this much.