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2011-12-10T22:57:00.002-06:00

Today was supposed to be our 6th month anniversary... haha, I'm stupid for still thinking about this stuff. I feel like crying. I always do. Half a year was something that was going to be important to me, but we only seemed to have lasted 5 months and a day... yes, tomorrow is going to be a month since my heart broke. The day where my world just crumbled to nothing, the day that always seems to make me cry just thinking about it. I'm so stupid. Why can't I just stop loving you? Why does my heart and mind act differently? I bet you never even thought that today was going to be a special day. I bet you don't even remember stuff like this. I'm just an idiot for continuing to think of things like this. Why did I have to fall in love? I never want to fall in love again because it hurts too much when the other party leaves you. I'm really an idiot for believing you'd be with me forever. I really am stupid.

What to do.

2011-12-07T23:06:00.002-06:00

I don't know. I feel so stupid for continuing to act the way I want. I've been telling myself to just move on, but every time she does something that makes it harder to not think of her. I miss those times when you would text me until I went to sleep. I'd go lay in bed but I wouldn't fall asleep until hours later, now we only text when I'm at school or something. Why can't I just accept that fact we aren't together, as a couple. You keep leading me on, making me think you want to get back together, but in the end I just keep hurting myself. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't regret accepting you confession, but sometimes I wonder what would I have become if I just rejected you... Why am I so stupid, why can't I just forget about you and the feelings I have? I don't like this pain. What I regret is the fact I couldn't make you happy. No matter what I did, I always made you cry. When we first started dating you told me that I made you really happy and that you never felt depressed. Every time I remember you telling me that, I regret ever trying to gain my own happiness. I forgot that I only wanted you happy. Why did I have to fall in love with you this much? It was never my intention to love you as much as I do.

I just can't...

2011-11-13T02:48:00.002-06:00

My heart hurts so much. You don't understand... I've never cry more than a day, but this is the 2nd day already. I really believed we would be together until the end. I thought that we'd actually have a future together. What we had wasn't perfect, but it's what I was looking for. Sure we has our fights, but our love hasn't changed at all. At least my side wasn't. No matter how much I try to accept that we aren't together anymore there is always one little thing that makes me want to just burst in tears. I don't know what to do. I want to believe we'll be together again, but a side of me believes you won't take me back. My heart is in so much pain, pain I never felt before... I'm an idiot for falling in love with you this much.

You know, It's been a while.

2011-08-15T22:27:00.012-05:00

Heeey! Well right now I'm slightly bored so I'm going to rank the CURRENT Morning Musume members according to my favorites!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ Here we go!!!

1. Niigaki Risa. Hands down.

How can you say no to this girl?! She's hands down the strongest vocals, when not even trying I can tell if it's her voice or not. Her dancing is hands down beautiful and smooth. Personality is too amazing to even say no to, She's going to be the BEST leader Morning Musume ever had. Ever since she joined she hasn't changed. She matured and grew, but she still is the same. Nothing or anyone beats how wonderful Gaki-san is ♥ Not to mention, Her smile is just drool worthy!

2. Suzuki Kanon

Zukki! Yes, I choose the youngest current musume member! Suzuki Kanon! When I first saw Kyuukie auditions I liked her a lot then I started paying more and more attention to her and her character is just so funny there is like no way I can't love her. I'm also breath taken by her smile.

3. Michishige Sayumi

Everyone may dislike her but I actually for one love this girl. She isn't the best singer or dancer, but she always gives 200%. Her love for Morning Musume also wins my heart. Even though she always does the whole "I'm the cutest" on TV I learned from her blog and other stuff that she really is a good girl who lacks confidence. But regardless, I love Sayumin~ I can't wait for GakiShige leadership.

4. Tanaka Reina

Even though she is a line whore I still like Reina. I mean I hate that she's always lead, but I can't help but like her. After watching Bijou Gaku, HelloPro time, DVD magz, Alo halo, and etc. I can't help but like her, y'know? She does all these things that make me go "awwwwW!~"

5. Ikuta Erina

I admit, when she was first added I really didn't like her much. I guess cause I knew she was a AKB fan. During the audition I thought her voice was really bad, but she proved me wrong. After training really hard she climbed up to a high spot in my ranks. She gives her BEST and even more in her dancing and singing. She isn't the best at it but it shows how hard she is willing to work for her fans and that is something I really like. I can't help but also love her KY chara~ I'm going to be cheering on for Eripon ♥

6. Fukumura Mizuki

Fuku-hime! At first I didn't care about her much but then after I started paying attention to her I fell into her trance. It's expected from an egg, her singing is outstanding and her dancing is just smooth and beautiful. She has this shy type character and I find it really adorable. I love the PONPON combi, they're so cute~ and I hope to hear more of Fuku-hime cause out of ALL the 9th gen Fuku-chan has the best vocals. I say the truth, coming from a Zukki fan~ ♥ Fuku-hime has the most potential and deserves to be a lead.

7. Sayashi Riho

Yasshi. She was my most favorite 9th gen during the auditions. I really wanted her in so bad, I'm glad she is in but she has too much attention. I love Yasshi, her dancing is suburb and her personality is really cute. But her voice isn't ready to lead. She has problems with high notes and she can work on a lot of other vocal things. I just found it unfair that Yasshi was pushed to the top while leaving the other kyuukies. I know it isn't her fault, but I believe she shouldn't be a lead singer right now. This is why she is low on my rankings. I really do love Yasshi and I won't lie about her dancing but being pushed to the front so quickly just isn't fair, especially to Fuku-chan who has better vocal ability than RihoRiho.

8. Mitsui Aika

Hard to believe Aika used to be my second favorite. xD I don't know after awhile I just slowly started thinking that she could be a lot better. Her voice is good but it needs work. I admit she gives it her all in dancing but it's hard to pay attention to her when everyone surrounding her is outshining her. I believe she can be really good, but she has to work harder.

9. Takahashi Ai

Now. I might get bashed like crazy, but yes. My least favorite is the current leader Takahashi Ai. FYI this MY rankings and MY opinion. The reason I'm not a big fan of Ai is because after awhile she started trying too hard. Like her dancing is really good, but it looks forced. Her voice is really good but she forces it to be something that isn't natural. People won't agree with my observations, but this is what I have concluded with. I admit she is really good all around but after awhile it got tiring to see her. She doesn't catch my attention, it's more like "Oh again?" type of thing.

THIS IS MY OPINION. If you don't agree with me then okay. But don't go bashing my and flaming me when it's my own opinion. It's pointless trying to convince me that I should change my ranking because these are the people I like and nothing will make me change it.

June 10, 2011

2011-06-10T01:15:00.000-05:00

HA - Ha -ha.
I'm posting here just dedicate this day~ You don't need to know why, so don't ask. <3

Dubbing,

2011-04-28T23:59:00.003-05:00

I've been a dubber since February 2008. That's a little over 3 years now, wow. It's really been that long? Every thing has changed. To the point where I don't think dubbing is as fun as it used to be.

4 months

2011-04-17T16:23:00.002-05:00

Four months doesn't heal a badly wounded heart.

It's still as painful as the day the announced the graduation. Call me stupid, I don't care.

JunEriLin.

I wish it wasn't a dream.

2011-04-11T19:37:00.001-05:00

So, I came home from school and took a nap and I don't regret it. I had the best dream in my life. If only.... it was reality. D: Pretty much what happened is that I was hanging out with Eri, Gaki-san, and Linlin. D: It was so cool. Like we just naturally talked even though it was our first meeting. -sigh- I wish I lived that dream...

Recently.

2011-03-11T19:56:00.002-06:00

So I haven't blogged here in a LONG time! I've neglected blogging due to, I have nothing much to say. xD Tomorrow I take my first SAT... Ugh. 5 hours of hell. That's ALL I have to say. I'm currently in Spring Break ♥ But I'm stressed over the written test for driving. My mind doesn't stop thinking about it and I get annoyed... So, meh. Whatever. I've bought quite a few stuff since I last blogged here.
Things that have arrive:
My Niigaki Risa Autographed Onna to Otoko no Lullaby Game Amagasaki Promo poster!!
A LOT of JunJun photocards.

Things I bought, but haven't arrived:
PikaPika off shot photo set
PikaPika group bunny set
Eririn [FINALLY♥]
Sakura Gumi and Otome Gumi Alo-hello photobook + poster
Niigaki Risa Photobook + Poster [Very First photobook]
Pepper Keibu LE CD+ Photobook
Sexy Boy LE CD+ Card [I REALLY wanted the GakiKame card hahahaha]

Things TO buy:
Maji desu ka ska! Limited D [ZUKKI♥]
THANKS! [Kamei Eri's last photobook as a morning musume member]

haha~ So, I've been writing my GakiKame fanfic ♥ I like it, I wish it was better but since the graduation... I've had such a BAD writers block :[ Except when I wrote Lover's Game II [GakiKame one shot part 2] Meh. I'm tired. off to write more fics~

Ahh-- Ahh--- ah---....

2011-01-22T23:48:00.003-06:00

It's been a month since the graduation. Why haven't I gotten over the fact they are gone? Why so I still sulk over it? I bet I'm the only one left still extremely sad still. -sigh- Anyways, today is rant day. Actually all I do is rant on my blog. Which isn't such a good thing.
So yeah. I hate school so much, why can't the teachers understand we have more than one class to deal with. Sure we're an exemplary school, but REALLY we are still human, hell. We're still kids who wants to enjoy life. Sometimes I wish school will let us choose classes we need for the future. Cause I'm sure I won't be using Physics and US History while baking pastries. Ugh. Heck, Even English III is useless. I don't need to learn about American literature and how it started!
Yearbook isn't as fun as it used to be. I used to look forward to going to class everyday, then when Junior year started it felt like a real class. I never want to enter that room because I know I won't do anything. I love designing, but the editors won't even give me decent work to brush up my skills. "Do this spread." I do it, then they rearrange it. WTF. If you don't like it, tell me! Teach me! I want to know, How am I supposed to make a good book next year if you won't even teach me slight errors?!

Anyways, away from school. I'm sad my other Rival Survival stuff hasn't arrived yet. Well, moreover it hasn't even shipped yet. Since grad stuff was sold out my stuff was backordered. So I don't know when I'll be getting them. I want my JunJun graduation shirt. :( The most recent thing I got was my Rival Survival Niigaki Risa Key chain! I'm wanting JunJun's and Eri's still D: But the guy who sold me it was only selling Gaki-han's :3 So I hope to be able to buy the other too eventually. I still need to buy Fantasy Juuichi! too D: Actually, right now I'm searching for a few items I want. Here is a list:
- Kamei Eri PikaPika Uchiwa
- Kamei Eri and JunJun graduation Microfiber Towel
- Morning Musume Rival Survival Microfiber towel part 2
- JunJun and Kamei Eri's Rival Survival Key chain
- JunJun and Kamei Eri's 2L 2-shot graduation photosets
- Niigaki Risa Rival Survival Microfiber towel
- Rival Survival B1 Poster
- Fantasy Juuichi! [with photocard]
- Appare Kaiten Zushi! GakiKame 2-shot Photoset
- Morning Musume PikaPika B2 Promo Poster
- Morning Musume Rival Survival Finale Shirt [I just want the Photoset though]
- Morning Musume Rival Survival Pin-ups; Part 2, 3 and 4 [JunJun, Niigaki, Kamei]
- Morning Musume PikaPika Pin-ups [Mostly I want Eri's and Gaki's]

I think that's all, maybe there is more... ^^;; These are just the MAIN things I want/need :x
I'm sleepy.

Ciao.

Fuu! Fuu! WAO!

2011-01-10T06:50:00.003-06:00

Don't mind the title again. Normally if I can't think of a good title I just right whatever is on my mind. So this time it was Appare Kaiten Zushi! Now on to my real post!
So, it's been almost a month since JunEriLin have graduated, it feels like yesterday that I turned 17. I still haven't gotten over the fact that they are now gone and I probably won't ever get over it. Well, maybe one day. I want to be able to look back on my 17th birthday and smile, I'm sure over time I will. I want to remember that day as the day JunEriLin spread their wings into something more beautiful, instead of thinking it as the day JunEriLin breaking my heart by leaving. I'll be fine, I am now actually, but I just can't get over it just yet.
Then the other day guess what was announced... YES, another graduation. To be honest, I saw it coming. I knew it was going to be Ai-chan too. People believed that Ai and Gaki was going to graduate together, but I knew that couldn't happen. I mean, Gaki is Sub-leader so if they both left at the same time then leadership would go straight to Sayu, but Sayu hasn't even experienced being sub-leader yet. I love Sayu, but I think she needs to be sub-leader before becoming the leader of the group. I think Gaki will make a wonderful leader. Even before joining Morning Musume, Gaki loved them. So, I'm sure she will do her best on handling the group.
I'm not sad at all over Ai's graduation. It might be because I'm not over my TWO favorite members leaving. But maybe also because I'm not a big Ai fan. In my opinion, I believe it's about time she graduated, don't get me wrong. But Ai has been in Morning Musume for 10 years, I know Gaki has too but Ai can do so much more with her talent. So, I know she will be fine.
Anyways, I'm tired of ranting :/

S-S--SUSHI!~

2010-11-28T23:06:00.005-06:00

Actually the title has NOTHING to do with what I'm blogging about. So on Friday everyone should know it was the FRIDAY, Yes Black Friday. Where stores put stuff on sale. Well it just so happened that HelloStoreUSA was also having a sale. At 6 AM PST. Which is 8 AM my time~ Yes I DID wake up at 8 AM. I saw what they had, but nothing I wanted. Well extremely wanted. The ZYX-a microfiber towel was calling out to me, but meh in the end I didn't want it. I only wanted it cause it has Gaki in it LOL. That's how my black Friday was... And the fact I was playing MySims on the Wii. LOL. It's almost December, which is good and bad at the same time. Good because I love winter XD and my birthday is coming up PLUS Christmas! Bad because the graduation in coming up as well... SPEAKING of my birthday and GRADUATION. I'm still head-desking over the fact it's on the 15th of December. Yes my birthday just so happens to be on the graduation day. Sucks hardcore for me.... Now my birthday will always remind me of the day 2 out of my top 3 graduated from Morning Musume. Anyways, I can't believe that one week is over. I had a whole week off for Thanksgiving and yet it's over. I have 3 weeks until my next break, that means 3 PAKS for each class! ugh. But then again I have mixed feelings if I want the weeks to go by fast or not. The reason is obvious. But really, I need to buy the Graduation goods before HSU stops selling them, but I still need to deposit the $10 in my wallet... OH YEAH. I don't know if it's just me, but Musume-Central has been really weird today... Kind of bothersome to me! I'm actually waiting for my newest dub to upload. LOL It's at 65% with 21 minutes remaining. I really love my background XD on my laptop.

Hehe my top 4. I did realize that my top 3 are born in 1988 xD With the oldest being JunJun, then Niigaki, then Kamei. That's also my order.... haha... Meh I'll just update this post when my dub finished uploading~

UPDATED~!

Fuwa Fuwa ♥

2010-11-24T14:27:00.005-06:00

Don't ask about the title XD For some reason the only words in my head is Fuwa Fuwa XD Anyways it's been awhile since I posted the things I last bought... So I'll do that update right now!
Let's start from a few weeks ago!

Woosh! Appare Kaiten Zushi! Limited CD~ and my two Niigaki Risa Rival Survival Pin-up posters! Appare I bought at CDJapan, while the Pin-ups I got from E-bay. :3

Then for the more recent stuff!

The last picture is my stuff only! JunGakiKame uchiwas! :3 They're REALLY big lol. Then Onna to Otoko no Lullaby Game Limited B is mine Limited C is my brothers. The 1st picture is my brother's and I's stuff combined. He went crazy and bought all the 2Ls! He's so lucky he had his birthday money! D:

I'm sure that's all... so CIAO!

Onna to Otoko nigaku!~

2010-11-23T22:30:00.002-06:00

lol... I first accidentally wrote Niigaki instead of Nigaku, obviously Gaki-sama is on my mind XD
You know it sucks... It's been so hot recently and baking in the kitchen doesn't help. But after watching Yumiro Patissiere I've so been into baking ! Actually. I wish I had more money... I REALLY want to buy Onna to Otoko no Lullaby Game Promo poster that's signed! I particularly want JunJun's since it's her last single as a musume member... and because I love her. Man, the rival survival poster looks so sexy on my wall! ♥ I'm so happy with it! Only if I was able to get the B1 Rival Survival one... too bad HSU wasn't selling it. D: Oh, My uchiwa's are sexy too~ hehe, JunGakiKame forever. OH! The other day I was being weird. lol, like I was putting JunGakiKame in categories. first was based on looks then later based on personality. Let me explain!

For JunJun she looks like the cool and calm type. Like she just gives off an aura that will make you think, "Ahhh how cool!" someone who doesn't make a big deal over things and will slowly take little steps and not rush it. But based on personality she's more of the wild and fierce type. She wants things to get done rather quickly, but perfectly. She can go a little over board on her actions, but in a good way. Just a little more wild than anyone else would do.

For Gaki she has the wild and fierce look. Like if you look at her you think, "Woah! She's sexy~" or "hot" XD Her expressions are so fierce, but she also has the looks of a cute and adorable girl. Based on personality she's more of the cool and calm type. Like she wants to take things slowly to get it perfect or always wants to be helpful.

For Erin based on looks she is like a princess. The way she just looks makes her so elegant. Like her eyes are a nice shape, her lips are a nice form. It all looks like a princess to me. But... based on personality. It's so off! XD I love Kame like crazy because of that. She's a bit airheaded and doesn't think things through sometimes. She tries to brighten up the mood by just being her normal self. so... she's like a Air-headed Princess.

BTW. I love Gaki's eyes. xD just to let ya know~ It's just Eri's eyes are also really nice.

This is pretty much my own observations~ so yeah lol.

Y'know.

2010-11-06T15:19:00.002-05:00

I was thinking of changing my background on my blog, cause it's slightly awkward to have 2 girls in bikini's but meh. I like it~ I really am in need for money right now... I still haven't used my Hello Store USA gift certificates yet since I ended up not wanting to buy any more Rival Survival stuff since they weren't selling the poster I want so bad! But I think I'll save it for the graduation stuff... I'll have my birthday money by the. Hopefully. A few days ago, Wednesday, our Appare Kaiten Zushi! CD's came in! I was happy, so happy I didn't open it until 5 hours later XD Once I opened it I fangirled over the photo book. LOL. Also a few days ago the PV came out for Onna to Otoko no Lullaby Game, and of course the song got extremely popular in the dubbing world. I mean I already loved the song before the PV came out, so it was like ugh. Onna to Otoko was the first song I ever gave in to listen to. Like I NEVER listen to concert rips cause I hate spoiling myself. Same goes for watching concerts on youtube. I ALWAYS wait till the DVD is out so I can watch it in epic quality! Once I get an all region DVD player, and a job, I'll be able to play DVDs! But you know, Aisare isn't popular. Of course it's not because it's a b-side without a PV. You know, I don't like how people don't listen to b-sides. Some people do but most people don't, I'm talking about in the dubbing world. B-sides are worth listening to! Every time a new song comes out I always so, "Waaah~ I wonder how the b-side will be like!" That's because I love B-sides, sometimes more that A-sides. Like Onna ga medatte naze ikenai, I LOVE LOVE LOVE Nakidasu Kamo Shirenai yo more than the main single. As much as I love Onna to Otoko, I still love aisare more. It catches my attention. You know, I'm just an idiot. Anyways I'm looking forward on getting my two Niigaki Risa Rival Survival Pin-up Posters! I'm so glad I won the bidding! :)

~Nana/Kame.

I want to be called Kame now ;___; cause I got so used to it.

....

2010-10-26T23:10:00.002-05:00

I couldn't think of a title, cause seriously right now all I'm feeling is, "..." I'm just really annoyed right now, but since this is a public blog I'm not going to type out why. I know what I'm risking if I say anything, so it's like whatever. So anyways. I been really addicted to some songs~ Like:

- This is Unmei
- Dearest
- Koi no Hana
- Ame agari no niji no you ni
- Melodies

Such good songs! I'm learning the Niigaki version of Koi no Hana, but like it's seriously hard. The song itself is really hard and high. I mean I can hit it and all, but it's tiring since it's also a really fast song. Well the chorus that is. Recently, I been thinking about quitting dubbing. I'm slightly tired of it. If I just quit dubbing when I broke my mic I would have more money for Morning Musume stuff... Regret much. Meh. I'm sleepy... Good night.

Namidacchi

2010-10-17T12:24:00.003-05:00

OMG. So I found out yesterday that I am one of the October 2010 Hello Store USA Flickr contest winner! I really didn't expect to win because I was looking through all the entries and found a lot more creative ones. I really am happy because I don't get much money, well recently I haven't. I'm able to buy more Rival Survival stuff when they start selling the others! I can get some stuff with a $25 gift certificate! Plus I still haven't used my $10 one I got from the first twitter contest. So in total I have $35! At first I was going to use it to buy the Morning Musume 2011 Calender, but then I read one of the tweets on HSU saying they will have more Rival Survival stuff! I can get the calender later... and Erin's photobook. My main priority is Rival Survival. Man, I am so happy right now! I really want the Rival Survival pin-up posters though... I don't care if it's random since all of them look pretty smexy in them. I'd prefer having JunJun's, Niigaki's, and Kamei's but I mean Sayu and Reina's are pretty hot too. OMG. So recently I been liking Reina a lot! Yeah. It got THAT bad. xD I mean I liked her but not a lot, recently I've been, "Reeiiinyaaaa~" Mostly thanks to Bijo Gaku. Wanna see my line up? YES YOU DO!

1. JunJun, Niigaki Risa, Kamei Eri
2. Michishige Sayumi, Tanaka Reina, LinLin
3. Takahashi Ai, Mitsui Aika

Sorry Aika... I know you were one of my first favorites... but I have to love LinLin. She's so cute! I love her personality! For Ai-chan... Sorry. I mean I like you, but you don't catch my attention often. Then as always. JunGakiKame. Nothing better than that! Actually I really like GakiKameShige too xD but I prefer JunGakiKame... GAKIKAME! JUNERI! JUNGAKI! ♥

Things to buy!:
♥ Appare Kaiten Zushi! [LE]
♥ Onna to Otoko Lullaby Game
♥ More Rival Survival
♥ Erin: Kamei Eri Photobook
♥ Kamei Eri Sostugyou Sashinshu[Graduation photobook]
♥ Morning Musume 2011 Calender
♥ MAHALO!!!!!! [Niigaki Risa Photobook!!!!] XD
♥ Alo-Hello 4: Morning Musume Photobook

I think that's all... xD

Genki Pika Pika!

2010-09-06T13:23:00.003-05:00

Yo! I haven't posted on awhile! xD I've been lazy. It's been almost one month since the announcement of Erin, JunJun, and LinLin's graduation. Yeah I'm still sad about it but not as much. Morning Musume is known for it's changing members I saw it coming, but I was unprepared. But now I accept th fact and I know that I will forever follow Morning Musume even when all the members I know leaves. Plus how can give up something that made a HUGE impact in my life? Right?! Hehe. Well right now I'm eating lunch! Sweet and Sour fish!! Yum! But really I need to start saving my money for real. I have SOOOO many things to buy! I NEED them not WANT I NEED it! Got it? xD I wish I could sell these wall scrolls but selling on e-bay is so much work and the whole shipping thing is so confusing. You know... I want to make a list of the things I NEED to buy!

MY LIST OF THINGS TO BUY!
♥ Onaji Jikyuu de Hataraku Tomodachi no Bijin Mama Single
♥ Muten Musume: Appare Kaiten Zushi! [LE Single]
♥ Kamei Eri 9th Photobook: Erin [Last photobook as a Musume member]
♥ Morning Musume 44th single [untitled]
♥ Rival Survival JunJun Shirt + Towel
♥ Rival Survival Kamei Eri Shirt + Towel
♥ Morning Musume 2011 Calendar
♥ Niigaki Risa Photobook: Mahalo [STILL HAVEN BOUGHT IT!!!]

I'll add more when I remember what else...

This Road

2010-08-09T03:49:00.002-05:00

The lonley road we once walked became a road we share with everyone. We started off new, fresh, and alone. Only having those closest to us guiding us through the road we chose. This endless road where we don't know where we will end up. The road one day will come to a end.

When that day arrives it's not a end, but a new beginning. During our whole journey we met good people. People who love us. care for us. and the most important who treasure us. We've been through everything together. Good. Bad. Love. Hate. But one other thing we have to go through is. Seperation.

That time has come for three of us. We been through everything together. All 8. Now us three will be off on our own. We won't say goodbye because we'll see each other again. There is never a goodbye. It's always going to be see you again. We'll always be together. No matter where on the planet you are. We share the same sky. The same stars.

We are now on different roads. Our dreams stay the same knowing one day our paths will cross again. We look at the stars and remember we are not alone. The people who love us and remember our memories together are helping us go through to finish what we started. We walk this endless road. The road that leads to our unseen future.

The little things everyone did made me never give up. I try as hard as I possibly can hoping one day to know I made a difference. There is never a goodbye when seperating from the people who helped change you to who you are now. They made a difference in the life we live. Treasuring these memories. We will continue this road. The road we choose. It will be painful, but knowing everyone cheering us on will bring us courage.

This goodbye isn't needed. We will forever be together. The most important people stay within our hearts. forever. I hope one day our paths will intersect so we can be together again.

。。。

2010-08-08T15:19:00.005-05:00

あいしてるよ。。。亀井絵里とジュンジュン。。。すき。。。

This really hurts. I knew something like this was going to happen but I didn't expect it to be JunJun and Eri. I seriously love them that is why it is so painful to me. Kamei-san was my first favorite when I started liking Morning Musume, I really still do love her. She has ALWAYS been on my top! She has always been the best within Morning Musume in my eyes. Her voice was pure. sweet. and of course. Well improved since she joined. I love everything about her. Voice and Personality. She's a little idiot, but that is the best part of her. Even though she is an Idol she acts like a normal person. She doesn't try to be what everyone expects her to be...

JunJun... I can't even type without a single tear falling out my eyes. She's the best. Her voice isn't perfect but she tries her hardest to try and stand out. These years she has been in Morning Musume she became really popular. Compared to the other 8th gen members she stuck out the most. Her personality is the type everyone can love. She's a bit weird but also sweet. She cares for everyone within Morning Musume. I really think she deserved to stay in Morning Musume. She is the mood maker once Koharu left, if you think about it now after the graduation Morning Musume will be different. No one will have the same aura that these three graduating gave off.

I can't listen to some of my favorite songs without tears falling down my cheeks. They are my favorite songs because JunJun gets some of the best lines. I fell in love with Subete wa ai no Chikara because JunJun has solos! Not just any solos but the ones that I love the most! Nakidasu Kamo Shirenai Yo do I even have to say? The reason why I love this song is because of JunJun's long solo in the middle. I still have not gotten tired of it. Every time I listen to it a smile forms across my face. I'm not sure if I will cry when I hear it now since I'm afraid to play it. But I know for sure JunJun is the best.

It may seem like I been loving Niigaki more than JunJun, but I haven't. I do love Niigaki. BUT No one will replace Jun. She is the reason why I loved Morning Musume more than anything in my life. To see her leave hurts too much.

I hope Kamei-san will heal soon... I don't want to see her do nothing. She has too much talent for it to go to waste. In my opinion Kamei-san has THE BEST voice in the current Morning Musume. She is the perfect idol to me. She gives 200% in her dancing. She really is the best.

GO AWAY KARLEE!!

2010-07-28T17:03:00.000-05:00

HI LOL xD

Get away from my blog of DOOM! :)

Just kidding...
But really I'll update this later, too lazy right now ._.

It's not a goodbye, but see you later.

2010-07-20T00:48:00.004-05:00

Ahh... I'm crying... DANG IT.
I hate when it's time to leave. They made tons of mess and were a bit too loud, but I can't say it wasn't fun. These past 3 weeks I first wished it would just end, but then I started to enjoy it all. 2 years is too long... They were loud and messy. But they are my cousins. Even though it was hard to watch after them I always felt happy that there were noises. It being to quiet it boring, it hurts to know they aren't here anymore. I wish they didn't leave so soon, there were still tons of things we could have done. I'm glad we finally got to go laser tagging, but still... There are many more things we could have enjoyed.

My room is still a mess, but I don't care. It holds the memories I had with them. Legend of Zelda with Elona was fun. Watching getting all excited and scared. Being a bit idiotic with John, Jason, and Jaymar. I'm happy they came here... It's not time to say goodbye. But I promise we will see each other again.

I love you all! :)

Updateh~

2010-07-06T21:20:00.002-05:00

Well!
I finally fixed up my effing blog thing xD I'm so tired right now. My phone rang to early in the fudging morning!! Ugh. I sleep so early too xD Early meaning 7:30 am LOL. I been lazy to record recently so it's kind of like bleh. My tummy hurts right now. I don't even know what to write in here anymore... >< Anyways I wish I could leave home more often to do something. I get bored really easily now and that's not good. I been lazy to log on AIM. I'm always in skype... DING FRIES ARE DONE.
Well now I'm hungreeey~

Rawrs.

2010-06-11T02:43:00.002-05:00

I don't feel like typing in Japanese right now lol. XD
So well it's finally summer! No school! I'm tired right now but
I'm lazy to sleep. LOL. Uh. I been really addicted to writing
Morning Musume fanfictions LOL yeah. I even made my own website
for it. Web mastering really came in handy!~ Uh. Also I been
dubbing a lot more again. I don't know why, but I just have.
I also have a few new additions to my Morning Musume
collection but I don't feel like posting pictures LOL.
It's 2:46 am who wouldn't be lazy? Uhhh. I'm having tons
of fun with Skype and Cake Rangers! So like yeah. I been into
Morning Musume pairings too!~ At first I LOVEEED GakiKamei, I still
do actually, but now I really Love TakaGaki. After reading some
facfics of them... DANG. Who wouldn't love them LOL. Then there
is KameShige. Reika [Reina + Aika] but the one I hate the most is
JunLin. I rather have them alone than paired together! Psh.
I still like Junka [JunJun + Aika] but I been really Reika like.
Uhh and Jun is cute with Sayu and/or Reina. Lin can be alone.
I love her, but pairing wise. no. just no. I'm excited for
Alo-Hello! 4 !!! Man seeing some pics. DANGGGG. XD Man only
Cake Rangers is where I can be all, damn. XD I mean staring
at something is just wonderful... MAN sexy. XD LOL I'm
embarrassing myself! Actually I want to go stare at it more,
but awkward... XD but one thing of today....well yesterday on
Skype. Someone's dad [no naming who] came in and said,
"----, did you forget to flush the toilet again?!" It was
seriously TOO funny! Ooh and I also did 4 covering for groupdubs today lol.
Then I became an official member of Fubuki Project. 1 Onna ni Sachi are.
2 Shouganai Yume Oibito [Lin and Reina] then Lalala Shiawase no Uta. XD
Ooh and I got my Seishun Collection CD in the mail today! :D YES!
Anyways I'm sleepy. and Hungry.

CIAO!

Ahhhh

2010-05-20T17:50:00.002-05:00

私はいつもあなたを愛している...
なぜ私はあなたを守ることができますか？

Mmm I'm not going to translate that lol.
Anyways today? was lame. Well I Liked Chem but thats all really.
Ugh, I don't know what to blog about.
But I saw the Seishun Collection Covers and Preview of the PV...
AUTOMATIC LOVE! lol.
CIAo

ちょっと悲しいね。。。

2010-05-04T19:37:00.003-05:00

みなさん！こんばんわ！奈々ちゃんです！えっと。。。今日わ。わたしちょっと悲しい。。。
For those who can't understand the above it says, "Everyone! Good evening! Nana-chan desu! etto... today I am a little sad."
Why am I a little sad? Well I got my Onna ga medatte naze ikenai CD today but... The case was fully broken!!
。・°°・(((p(≧□≦)q)))・°°・。ウワーン！！
But my Joshi Kashimashi Monogatari was 100% OKAY. :D So that was a plus. In the end I just framed...Yes FRAMED my Onna ga medatte naze Ikenai CD...I'll post it don't worry.
I don't think anyone read my blogs though lol. Anyways I been addicted to Risa-chan's blog. I always seem to go to it. I collect her pictures. By myself. It's fun though. Her without make-up is just as I thought. She looks like her younger self. The one I love so much. I mean I love how she looks now but you know...
Today during English II we were talking about "Friends" You know the ones who just talk to you in pity or because they have no one else to talk to. Also about when you feel left out from the people you are close to. Pretty nice conversation. I had all those feelings before. So it doesn't matter much. Then I watched the Mobekimasu concert. I liked it a lot. Especially the medley!
Anyways I must go now! Oh yeah the pictures!
Listening to: Namidachii

疲れた。。。

2010-05-02T23:12:00.002-05:00

みなさん！　こんばんわ！今日は日曜日。　えっと、わたし。。。分かんない。。。　
LOL yes I am addicted to typing in Japanese! Sorry. Today was a fairly easy going day, but I do not want to go to school tomorrow. But I have no choice. The only class I don't want to go to is Spanish... oh well. I'm still waiting for my CD's so I don't have any new stuff to show. I can't wait for summer. My cousins will be coming down from Canada an we will be going to California! Hopefully to do some commercial rides... Sorry Hello! Morning reference. I mean to ride some roller coasters and such!
Well I'm getting tired... This is a short post but better than none? LOL anyways Ciao!~ GUCHHA!~

こんばんは。。。奈々ちゃん　です！

2010-04-30T19:10:00.002-05:00

もう　やだ。。。でも　モーニング娘　すき。楽しみ！
Haha wasn't that fun. Actually it was. Nothing much to blog about. But I guess I am addicted to Risa-chan's blog... every two seconds I go and read it... even if she doesn't post anything new.
Anyways my two new CD's came in! Shabondama with 15 photo cards and Morning Musume no Hykkori Hyoutanjima with stickers! I love the PV for both of the songs.
So recently I just auditioned for a new project on YouTube, but hell if I know that I will get in. I'm running our of space on my table for CD's... It sucks. I still have 2 more coming in too. I love typing in Japanese... It's fun. Sorry.
Anyways thanks for reading?
~Nana

今日は!

2010-04-28T20:01:00.006-05:00

今日，私はとてもしあわせ！

hehe first time to write (type) in Japanese in my blog! I'm not too sure if it is correct but I tried! That is all that matters! Anyways, what I tried to say up there was "Today, I am very happy!" or something around there. Well since I haven't blogged in so long I decided to show everyone (who follows me) my Hello! Project collection!!! :D

First will be my CD's!

My Albums:

My Singles:

Wall/Closet Door! :

My Trading Card Collection! : (Sorry for my irritating voice!)

A tad bit of update :)

2010-03-26T18:51:00.002-05:00

So days slowly pass until summer. I want to go to Florida since they have some new rides. ♥ I don't want to move houses but I have no choice. Oh well, we human seek adventures to make life worth living. I love Morning Musume, like that isn't obvious. I still want to collect more stuff but I don't have money sadly. I want to buy some Genki Pikka Pikka stuff, but I HAS NO MONEY. No one seems to want to buy my old anime stuff from back when I loved anime. I plan to keep some but there are some useless ones. I'm happy I got Pokemon Heart gold! :) I'm a bit lazy to post pictures of my new H!P stuff. So I'll post them the next time I blog.

Ciao~ :D

Whoops~ :)

2010-03-10T19:39:00.003-06:00

Weee so yeah.
My Hello! Project shrine has increased! :)
As everyone should know I love Hello! Project so a shrine isn't that weird.
I don't know what to write today except the fact that I has the sniffles. I hate changing weather!
I'm so addicted to the "10 My Me" album songs! My favorite so far is Namidachi ♥

LOL anyways not to my lovely pictures.

New (Update of meh self!)

2010-03-01T21:17:00.004-06:00

So recently life has been okay, except for school.
I few days ago I finally got to watch the Nine Smile concert! Koha's graduation was so sad! I cried so much. I started crying when I say Niigaki shed tears. It was way to painful! But the songs they had were really good! I watched the concert twice but ignored the graduation the second time. Anyways away from the concert I recently been buying way too much Morning Musume stuff on E-bay and other places. So my collection has pretty much grown! Actually it's still growing I'm currently waiting for my new stuff!
Here is what I recently bought:
♥Ikimashoi! (Fourth Morning Musume Album) with Poster included!
♥No. 5 (Fifth Morning Musume Album) With Poster and Photo card thing~
♥3 Packs of Morning Musume trading cards booster packs!
Those are what came in already~
Things on the way:
♥ 50 random Hello! Project goods!
♥Mr.Moonlight ~Ai no Big Band~ with booklet
♥Ai Araba IT'S ALL RIGHT with mini photobook!

So that is what is recent! Here are some pictures!

Collecting

2010-02-24T17:25:00.002-06:00

So I have yet another addiction! It's collecting old Morning Musume cards that were made in 2002. Yes I buy them from E-bay. Sad isn't.
Anyways another thing is collecting memories of groupdubing. I remember when I first started my voice was so weak but they still accepted me! After then I joined multiple groups and also made a few of my own. But now it seems no one is accepting me. I audition and I don't get in. Sad isn't it! I been dubbing for 2 years and yet the newer dubbers get more attention. My voice is still weak isn't it. I'll work harder but I don't even know when my next dub will be.
Recently I was addicted on watching old TV shows Morning Musume appeared on and also Hello! Morning again. I also been addicted to cooking. I'm not sure why but it's pretty fun. Today I made me and my mom some Omurice! It was good~ I liked mine better because I put some curry sauce on it. So good!
Anyways I'll leave for now. Until we meet again~ :D

So this is what happened...

2010-02-15T12:24:00.002-06:00

I don't get groupdubbing anymore. I love to sing but every time I organize a groupdub it always go downhill! It's kind of getting on my nerves but it's whatever. It's been over a year since I started dubbing most of my older dubbing buddies have already quit. Why haven't I? I love singing and I want to get some advise of how to work on my voice. In the ended no one even comments. (lol) Recently I have been addicted to reading Michishige Sayumi's blog! Also I been addicted to Ebay.... Sadly. I can't help it, but I'm scared to ever buy anything. No matter what I'm addicted it always deals with Morning Musume. Well they are my number one addiction~ I want to hear what songs are in "10 my me"! The newest Morning Musume album. I'm excited but there is still quite a few months left. :[ I don't know why I blog, I used to hate it! I guess it's because I can express myself. I don't have many friends who would listen to my problems so just posting them here can kind of make me relax more. So yeah, I been in more love with Sayumin! So my line up is different.

1. JunJun & Niigaki Risa
2. Kamei Eri & Michishige Sayumi
3. Takahashi Ai & Mitsui Aika
4. LinLin & Tanaka Reina

I feel bad if I ordered them 1-8 so I group them up as equals~
I like Aika-chan a lot but I been raising Sayumin and Ai-chan.
Erinrin has always been up high, but Jun and Risa-chan has been my number ones! :D
So until we meet again :D

Today~

2010-02-09T15:22:00.002-06:00

Today was a fairly good day~
First period I had Spanish II (Oh how much I hate it) My teacher wasn't here today so I didn't get much done (not like I always do work) I was helping my friend Fredy with his Geometry PAK.
Second period was pretty fun. Me and my friend Tania worked on our Sentence Diagramming worksheet for English II. We were pretty slow but it looked pretty and organized (I'm not really organized so yeah.) After working on that I started to draw this weird creature. It's my new best friend! I named it Julian.
Third period was Yearbook. It was kind of somewhat boring since I have nothing special to do. I'm going to LIPC (It's a yearbook field trip festival) but I have to pay and pass all my classes by report card time. The only class I'm worried about is actually Spanish.
Fourth period was heck of a fun! My table had to do the Pre-ap lab today. It was making molecules with balls and sticks. Ryan and Chad kept making weird creatures and Lupita was getting a tad scared of them. It was so funny. After the lab Chad started to use a hole puncher and hole punched Ryan's PAK. It was way too fun in fourth period! Tomorrow I have a Chemistry test so I wish myself luck.

Anyways here is my new duet!

Hello!

2010-02-08T19:05:00.001-06:00

YAY I'm happy again! Why you ask? Well it's because of singing! I really love to dub! My newest duet will be out today! I was super happy to sing this song! Like seriously! Hello! Project and Singing are the only thing I can go nuts about! I'm not even embarrassed about it~ Nana is HAPPY!~ Oh my gosh! I don't want to watch the Nine Smile concert but it has so many good songs! I'm going to cry when I watch it :( Really I can't believe Koha already graduated. As long as my most favorites don't leave I'm good but still I like Koha!
Nakidasu Kamo Shirenai yo is such a addicting song! I always catch myself listening to it plus Onna ga Medatte Naze Ikenai. I really want the CD but I'm not sure if my mom will buy it for us. I hope she does! I really want to go to that yearbook field trip but I don't want to go alone! I hope Marlene gets to go. I think it will be fun that's why. Then again some people are scary -shiver- Anyways I'll be posting non-sad things from now on. I PROMISE!

Saddness

2010-02-07T17:15:00.003-06:00

Suddenly it really does feel like none of my friends, or I thought they were, really cares for me. It hurts so much. I promised to protect them from anything, I promised do help them if needed but now it just all seems like they are using me. Am I not needed when there is someone else around? None of you really understand me, how much pain I am in. It hurts way to much to continue our relationship as friends. I want to forget. Forget everything that I had with you guys because it really is paining me too much! Why do none of you notice the pain I'm going through. You said you were my friend but now I don't think I can believe what you say. I'll look depressed but none of you notice. It hurts more than ever. To the point where I can just run away and no one will notice. Am I that useless? Am I not wanted? What are friends anyways. Seriously no one understands. I cried out of loneliness but no one noticed. I wanted to leave but I had nowhere to go. Once lunch was over I went to class and I felt happy. The people in my class made me smile and forget why I was so sad. Isn't that what friendship is? Or am I wrong? Isn't a friend someone who makes the other party happy? Aren't we friends because we want to protect each other and not make one sad? I don't know anymore.

Lonely

2010-02-07T00:11:00.005-06:00

Even though I said I wouldn't post any more sad things I can't help it.
Suddenly I feel as I am really lonely, not only at home but also at school. I only have a handful of friends. It's not because I'm not friendly but because I don't stand out much. Sometimes I feel as if my friends I have are slowly slipping away. In my last sad post I mentioned that I had about three main friends, Julie, Cherry, and Betty. It's with them the most I feel alone. It's not because they are pushing me away, they aren't. I just feel as if they don't even notice me anymore. Julie and Cherry are both in Orchestra and Betty is in Art with another of my almost close friend. I'm left alone. I'm the only one out of my friends that like Jpop, I have no one to talk about my interests. Even if they do like Jpop it isn't the same group that I like. I'm left alone when they all talk about the group they all like. I always want to cry at that moment. It hurts. At home my older brother is always chatting on AIM or texting with his friends, he rarely leaves his room unless he is going somewhere with his friends. At school I usually find myself sitting alone. I may say I'm fine but really I'm in pain. The emptiness in me. I feel extremely lonely. At home I'm usually just online but no one ever talks to me. It's not something new. It's been like this for awhile but now it seems to be more lonely. At school I pretend to be strong and not care for anything but really inside I'm really weak. I can't handle a lot of things. There are times I just want to cry but I hide it from everyone. I won't do anything stupid like suicide, I just don't want to be lonely anymore. The only thing for sure that keeps me sane is Hello! Project and Morning Musume. Without them I wouldn't be able to contain anything. Just watching videos and listening to their songs makes me smile.

Survey~

2010-01-19T20:17:00.002-06:00

I kind of stole this from another blog, but I thought it looked fun.

Name: Nana
1)When did you become a H!P fan?
Fall of 2007
2)How did you become a H!P fan?
I used to love anime with passion. So I found out about H!P from Shugo Chara when Buono! was singing the opening and ending.
3)Why you love H!P?
Why? I wonder my self sometimes. Well first maybe it's because I already loved Japanese music way more than American music. But Hello! project does so many things, like DVD magazines and such that made me just fall in love with them.
4)In your opinion, what's the best way to show your love for H!P?
Supporting them of course. I been buying their CD's and a lot of their concert goods and it makes me happy to support them my self.
5)Who's your fave H!P member?And why?
Ahhh it has changed since I first started liking H!P, First I liked Tsugunaga Momoko. But now LOVE Jun Jun with all my heart!! Everything about Jun is just the best in my opinion. I think her voice is pretty, she is so adorable, and her personality is just so wonderful.
6)What H!P unit is your favorite?And why?
This has changed too. I loved Buono! (I still do) but I seriously love Morning Musume more than anything in my life. Seriously. I'm not sure why but everytime I just think about them my mood turns 200% better than ever.
7)Who is your fave solo H!P artist?And why?
I don't really like soloist but if I had to choose it would be Kusumi Koharu, although she isn't in H!P anymore she still made a huge impact.
8)Your Fave H!P song(or single or album)?And why?
Oooo that is way too hard! But maybe I would say Subete wa ai no chikara because I love the way it sounds and JunJun has pretty good amount of solos. I really like the whole Nanchatte Renai single though.
9)Had you ever met H!P member(s) in person?(not including public performance such as concerts or musical)
-sigh- Only in my dreams.
10)If you could meet your fave H!P member(s), what would you do?
I'll be shocked, maybe even just run away. but I love her too much I think I wouldn't want to let her go.
11)Had you ever go to H!P concert(s)? If you had, what concert did you attend?
Nope not yet at least
12)What H!P products do you buy most often?
Mostly I been buying CD's but recently I bought tons of photo cards! Of course my lovely Nine Smile shirt <3>
13)What's your most-valuable H!P treasure?
I would have to say my Nanchatte Renai single because it was the first CD I have ever got.
14)How did you get H!P vids and music?
download them...
15)Had you ever dreamed about H!P member(s) in your dream?
Oh gosh. Yes I have. I had this one dream about Morning Musume that I loved and remember so well!
16)Leave your message for H!P:
Everything about you guys really are the best. You have no idea how much I love you guys! It is to the point where I can only care about what's going on around you!

Hello Store USA Part 3

2010-01-07T15:22:00.005-06:00

LOL so in the end there is a part three! Yay~
So about this whole part three is, I bought more stuff! This time it isn't only morning musume haha.
I bought them around January 4th, I think. What did I buy you ask? well....
JunJun Nine smile towel (I couldn't help it XD)
Morning Musume Nine smile photo set E
Buono! Take it Easy (Making of) Photo set
Lastly, Tanpopo# Photo set
I wasn't on planning to buy a lot of Photo sets but it kind of just happened.
Well I'm happy! :D
I hung my towel on my wall XD Since I'll feel bad if i use it. It's so darn pretty <3 My next purchase will be later when they have new stuff in stock. I think it would be better to wait since I don't really want to spend all my money on Nine Smile stuff. So it's best just to wait~ Anyways here are some pictures lol.

**Note**
The Nine Smile Wristband came with the JunJun Shirt I ordered last time.
The Platinum 9 Wristband was given to me by my friend for Christmas. :D

Hello! Project Randomness!! :D

2010-01-06T18:50:00.003-06:00

Woo!!~
Well I haven't done a random ramble about hello! Project in awhile (I mean have I ever done one?)
Anyways this time I think I shall talk about Niigaki Risa-sama.
Why so I say Sama? Because I worship Gaki-san! :D Yes I love this girl~ Then again I also love JunJun-sama :D Anyways back to Gaki-san :x
Well as everyone has realized she has cut her hair short!!!! :D OMFG I was so shocked when I found out. I for one actually love it!! I mean I loved her long hair so much but I have to admit she is perfect for short hair. Since her face is pretty small I think she looks too adorable!! But it sure was a huge shock!
Away from her hair I noticed how much she acts kind of like a kid. It isn't meant to be bad she is like a kid. I think it's great she is like a kid. Although she acts really mature at times she has that childish side that I love. When did I notice she acts like a kid? Well it was when I was watching Tokyo Friend Park - [2009.09.17] - Morning Musume + OGs. She was always so jumpy XD Which I loved! Every little thing about Gaki-san is so.... I can't even express with words how epic win she is.

This isn't Niigaki related but I can't help it!! JUNJUN GOT A SOLO <33 XD

Shortism :3

2009-11-29T17:19:00.002-06:00

Okay so I recently realized that I think I have a weird habit of always idolizing/loving the short idols! When I first started liking Hello! Project I loved Tsugunaga Momoko, although it changed to JunJun when I started like Morning Musume. I mean I know JunJun isn't short but she is the only one. Now that I started liking No Sleeves my favorite is Takahashi Minami! WTH. I seriously think I have a thing for short girls, not in that type of way. Takahashi makes a good boy though o.o Yes I did learn about No Sleeves by Mendol Ikemen Idol. Takahashi has a wonderful voice. I also like Minegishi Minami she makes such a cute guy. Okay now I changed the subject to the drama. I do think it needs another season. Their new song Kiss no Ryuusei is so catchy. Yes I love Takahashi Minami now. I mean I still love JunJun more than anyone lol but I mean away from Hello! Project I love Takamina.

Random Ranting?

2009-11-23T10:55:00.004-06:00

This is probably the first post I ever made that isn't really H!P related or maybe it is. Anyways recently I have been really sick of school, then again isn't that normal? I only have about 5 close friends but more like 3 close friends I can talk about anything with. Julie is my good old buddy I met in seventh grade, I pretty much stalked her into our school since I originally wasn't going to go to Kerr. Next would be Betty we met during eighth grade year, although I don't see her much at school because of classes I still think she is a good friend to talk about random stuff and call each other names on AIM, I mean I do call her names in real life but like I said I don't see her often. Lastly is Cherry, I just met her second semester of freshmen year but I still trust her a lot. I'm super mean to her but then again I'm mean to everyone I know, bad habit. Although we barley know each other I still think she is one of my best friends. These three are my best friends but I don't think I'm near a best friend to cherry, oh well that's how that works. I'm always mean but I always want to protect and help my friends. I don't get myself at all. That's just me though. It's sad to think about the future without these people. This post feels so emo to me, gosh I'm so lame. I can't help but feel they are slowly slipping away soon I will be left alone. Life is life maybe I'm just not a good friend? Who knows.

NO MORE SAD POSTS!! >:O

~ Nana

Hello Store USA Part 2

2009-10-23T18:00:00.004-05:00

Ooo~ I bet you're surprised there is a part two to this, or maybe not since I said I was going to blog again when I get my nine smile stuff. Anyways as I just said I got my nine smile stuff today! I was so happy when I opened my mailbox to see a USPS envelope inside! I literally started to scream and jump, I ran inside my house screaming and jumping. It was quite funny actually, but good thing I came home super early so I am sure no one saw my idiotic self.
Even though I only ordered two things I just couldn't stop smiling since it is my first purchase, Yes I do on buying TONS more.
The first thing i would like to point out is that I was so surprised and happy about how fast it actually came it. I thought it would come in on like Monday of next week since it just shipped on Wednesday. It came in two days, yes ONLY two days! I'm still in shock but yes I think the shipping was really well because everything is in perfect condition, of course.
I will take some pictures and post it up really soon~ Look forward to it!

Kimagure Princess

2009-10-16T21:57:00.002-05:00

Okay, so you know how Kimagure Princess PV has been out for awhile well i just decided to write about the PV and the Song in general.

Song:
I seriously fell in love with this song when I first heard the radio rip of it on youtube. I usually don't get the radio rips but i couldn't help it! I love the whole high pitch thing but that is only me. Nothing to me seems bad about this song. I only hoped for JunJun to get solos but what do I expect? My favorite line had to be Niigaki's "suki na you ni karande SEXY PRINCESS" Maybe just because I LOVEEEE girl singing voices when it's deep. Then again I also love Takahashi's long solo at the end, but Ai-chan's voice is just sooo pretty :D

PV:
All I have to say is PV = LOVE :D (LOL) I'm really happy with everyone's screen time. It looks really good when all the members have more equal screen time with each other. At the beginning of the PV, the part where they are on the gate, I think it was one of the best parts I wished they used it more often than just the beginning. My favorite part is actually this one Niigaki part at the end : I LOVE THIS PART XD I also really like Takahashi's part in the middle~

Until next time :D

Hello Store USA

2009-10-15T22:16:00.004-05:00

Ahhh man i just LOVEEEE that store I can't help but look through the stuff a million times :] I don't know why but i guess I'm just happy that there is a hello project store in the US.

I made my very first purchase today :D but too bad i don't have my own debit card to buy things I had to use my older brothers but I will be getting one on December my 16th birthday!! So I will be able to buy A LOT of stuff when the H!P winter concert comes around if Hello Store USA happens to sell their stuff which I'm guessing they will be.

Anyways, I bought a JunJun Nine Smile tour shirt, which I am super happy and excited to get! I also bought a Nine smile Photo set (D) I wanted A but they got sold out when i finally got my brothers card number and everything. Oh well I can always get more later on~

I also recently got my Platnium 9 album from Japan files :D which I am happy with here are some pictures!

I like to hang [place] my CD's on my wall!

I wanted to take a picture of it on my bed :D
It's the inside + my Kamei card!!! :D
I was really happy that it came with Kamei-san~ she looks really cute in here! like seriously!

Anyways, I will plan on posting more often~ maybe lmao~ but yes i know for a fact I will blog again when I get my nine smile goods <3
for now~

CIAO!

Nanchatte~

2009-08-10T12:42:00.000-05:00

ahh so school is about to start and i' so sleepy right now XD i have to get used to sleeping early soon but i dunt like sleeping early :/ anyways i'm still addicted to morning musume [which isnt so surprising] man some dubbing people actually make me SO effing mad with their stupid comments [comments as in things they say not as yt comments xD] Ahh i love niigaki's line in nanchatte XD
so recently i been also liking Takahashi-san xD so my line up for favorites is a tad different i think.

1. JunJun [no duh~]
2.Mitsui Aika [Still]
3. Niigaki Risa
4. Takahashi Ai
5. Kamei Eri
6. Tanaka Reina
7. LinLin
8. Michishige Sayumi
9. Kusumi Koharu [...]
well even thought its like it's more like i have tons of #2 xD they group up in rankins >< but right now i'm like extremly hungry lol XD i'm still sleepy though but i'll survive~
anyways hope everyone out their has a good one! oh yeah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAFFLES~

Song listening to at the moment: Nanachatte Renai [Morning Musume]

SAD

2009-07-02T00:28:00.000-05:00

I cried two times in one day for the same reason.. D: watching Morning Musume arrive in LAX.... tears slowly start to fall from my eyes without even knowing. I regret soo much not going. there is only one person to blame for that and i hate her. I love morning musume that much i cried just seeing them arrive in a youtube video. Even if you say they will come back again, you can insure they will i feel horrible for not going. I want to see them soo bad!! that i'm about to cry just thinking of it. Screw it, it's too late... and btw stupid american accented people sound bad when they say '-chan' makes me want to kill them ATLEAST learn how to say it correctly =_= pissed me off. gosh.

Current Song Listening to: Sayonara no Kawari ni

lol

2009-06-29T13:53:00.000-05:00

Summer has been so boring :/ nothing to do, but i keep watching Morning Musume videos lalala~ well they are my love lol XD i think i need a game to play ._. but yeah, Song Currently playing: Shanimuni Paradise- Morning Musume lol
A few days ago i declared Niigaki a tie with junjun as most favorite member. I couldn't help it, Niigaki-san is so awesome!! XD anyways there is nothing to do so thats why i'm writing in my blog. :Pbut yeah. I'm sleepy but i don't want to go to bed. :/ i kind of want to go to the zoo or something :P actually yeah. anyways i'm out byeZ

Boredom

2009-06-19T15:01:00.000-05:00

ahhh summer is too boring for my own good ._.
I'm so tired but this freaking drama is too addicting too bad all of it isn't subbed D:
nothing to doooo i wasted all of my DVD's too so i are sad :/ anyways due to my boredom i will list my top 10 favorite memebers in H!P :D
1 JunJun
2 Mitsui Aika
3 Kamei Eri
4 Niigaki Risa
5 Takahashi Ai
6 Michishige Sayumi
7 Tsugunaga Momoko
8 Suzuki Airi
9 LinLin
10 Kusumi Koharu

LMFAO all morning musume is on my top 10 >< DAMN IT! lol not my fault i love them so much :X but it seems gaki-sad keeps rising ._. but then i payed attenition to kamei more which made her 3rd again XD for some reason junjun and mitsui won't move from first and second lol :X anyways
Nana over and OUTS :X

Yo!

2009-05-20T06:32:00.001-05:00

ahhh XD school is almost over.
I am so bored.. it's soo early right now but we have school =_= ooo how much i hate it.
i really want to go to AX.. but i t seems we dont have money.
I want to cry right now... i REALLY want to go to AX sOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooo bad..
waaah. Jun Jun!! D: -sigh- sucks so bad. the only way we can go is if we get $1,000 >_> but that won't happen. man... please!! >< am ="_="
Nana over and out.

Ha?!

2009-05-07T15:59:00.001-05:00

Hi hi nana-chan desu!! :F
anyways how have you been minna san?! lmaoo my lame japanese D:
lmaoo so its now may april was a pretty good month~ Anime Matsuri was nice i met this smexy guy~ lmao but you know XD we ended up not going to japan fest but hey i still had fun.
ahhh i love morning musume now, i was afraid this would happen but its happened~
Jun Jun is officially my number one favorite in hello! project XD she beat momoko >< i can't help it. Jun jun is just epic win!! hahaha she is.
Mmmmmm i'm sad that my uncle is in coma... and the doctor clarrified that if they take of the life support thing he will die in a few seconds.. so basically he is dead... but my cousin wont accept it. ahhh so many good and bad things has happened so far... but life is life.

A bit crazy

2009-03-23T22:35:00.001-05:00

So basically i haven't posted a blog in awhile lmaoo~ :D
school has been so boring and hetic I hope i don't get my laptop taken away or bye bye fandubing/groupdubbing :X
ugh so i been going momoko crazy it just hit me how much i love her~~ :D
lol i can't wait for april!!! >O anime matsuri and japan fest!! XD weee it's going to be fun!! XD i hope :X
I'm a bit tired right now but i don't want to go to sleep cause i'm too lazy to go to sleep? XD idk i make weird reasons!!! XD
etto~ i made a new project in like january lmao it's not popular but it's fun~ :] i still love Jubaku Project sooo much but it's like dead ._. i wish it would be alive again cause i had so much fun in Kyuuto♥ XD anyways i'm bored from writting this hahahah ~
Bye bye mata ne <3

About meh~ :)

2008-11-02T07:24:00.000-06:00

Hey~
My name is Nana-chan [Not my real name though]
My real name is Sue but I'd rather be called Nana or Nana-chan :)
I love getting new nicknames [as long as they're good ones]
I am currently a Freshmen in highschool :0 yes i am 14 years old lol almost 15 though!! I go to Kerr High school lol.
I'm a youtube dubber and I also own a dubbing group called JubakuProject It's not too well known yet but yeah :3
I like to meet alot of new people. I play a lot of games [yes i are a gamer] i also love Anime and Manga's [YES MAJOR OTAKU] xD I LOVE H!P but mostly just Berryz Kobo, C-ute, and Buono!
My favorite berryz member is Momoko Tsugunaga [Also my most favaorite member] and My favorite C-ute member is Airi ♥ :)
I'm pretty much a freak :) lol not in a bad way though :3 but yeah LOL
I don't know what else to put.... ^-^ Bye ♥